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    Your Winter – (Chapter: Prologue: Descent into Madness)

    Story written on May 28, 2007 by .bordello.apples..
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=14564
    Author Notes:

    This is an after prom fic. This particular chapter picks up less than a week after the shooting.

    Sometimes your life ends up coming down to one moment. One moment that can change everything. One moment that can make your smile seem brighter then the sun, or one moment where you realize that you’ve lost it all. The worst part about those moments is that they usually come connected with some sort of decision. Or maybe the worst part is, you didn’t even know that decision was one of those moments… until it was too late. Ashley Davies knew that better than anyone.

     

    The taste of regret. Self hatred was brewing deep inside of the teenager, forcing her to see herself for what she was… and what she wasn’t. She had loved, when she swore to herself she never would. And she had broken, after she had promised herself to blue eyes. After years of boxing her emotions away, hiding them from not only the world, but from herself as well, she’d somehow lost that will. That will of strength. Of courage. Of… ice. She was melting, only, there was no one left to drink her up now.

     

    Her head was swimming in vodka, the bottle cradled in her lap. Mascara tears were streaming down her face, but for once, she didn’t care. She’d let them fall, because there was nothing else to do. Nothing but this. Tears and vodka. Her cd player was blaring music that could be either angry or sad, depending on how you were listening to the screams. But, she wasn’t listening at all. Because all she could hear was one voice. One scream. One voice laced with pain. “Then just decide!”


    Over and over, it was playing in her head. Not the words, because they didn’t matter. Just that voice. Just that pain. Because she had put it there, without meaning too. But, what did that matter? Her intentions meant nothing if the outcome was the same. She hadn’t… meant for anything like this. She never had to decide. It was always there. It was always Spencer… but in that moment of hesitation, she’d lost everything.

    Over and over, it was playing in her head. Not the words, because they didn’t matter. Just that voice. Just that pain. Because she had put it there, without meaning too. But, what did that matter? Her intentions meant nothing if the outcome was the same. She hadn’t… meant for anything like this. She never had to decide. It was always there. It was always Spencer… but in that moment of hesitation, she’d lost everything.

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    1. You know, it’s really rare to see a story full of paragraphs on the site these days. It’s a bit rejuvenating and I’m really excited about wherever you choose to go with this story. The talent is obviously there.

    4. You know, it’s really rare to see a story full of paragraphs on the site these days. It’s a bit rejuvenating and I’m really excited about wherever you choose to go with this story. The talent is obviously there.

    9. first of all… WOW… i love the writin style you have… it’s amazing… and you left me dying to know more… so please pleaseplease write more soon… i really wanna know where ashley went… and y the hell is spencer snuggling with madison?? thats just weird for me, sorry…lol… but ya, please write more soon, i truley LOVE it.

    10. first of all… WOW… i love the writin style you have… it’s amazing… and you left me dying to know more… so please pleaseplease write more soon… i really wanna know where ashley went… and y the hell is spencer snuggling with madison?? thats just weird for me, sorry…lol… but ya, please write more soon, i truley LOVE it.

    11. What a writer, you leave me speechless…Suprise end as well..Madison (interesting)I would really love to read more so when you get a chance…post post post…

    12. What a writer, you leave me speechless…Suprise end as well..Madison (interesting)I would really love to read more so when you get a chance…post post post…

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