"The papers in front of you is a contract, there are many rules of which you must follow and a thorough description of what we will be happening."

I flipped through the twenty-six page contracted and sighed. Sleeping, eating, exersize, oh my God, even a calendar of when I can see her and what I can and cannot do while I’m not here with her! This is ludicrous, she’s so fucking controlling. She must have sensed my annoyance with the list.

"Any questions?"

"I think a lot of the things on this list should be negotiable."

"Like?"

"Exersize. Five times a week for an hour? How about three times for thirty minutes?"

"Christina, this is for your sake, getting strong and staying limber for the playroom is a must. You don’t want to hurt yourself, plus you must keep up if this is going to work," she said and I crossed my arms.

"Fine, three days a week, with a personal trainer for forty-five minutes," she relented and I smiled.

"And what’s your deal with eating? I mean Jesus, three full meals a day, with some light snacking in between. I can’t eat that much!"

"You can and you will," she said with such finality, I knew she wouldn’t budge on that, "flip over to the do’s and don’t’s. You’ll find what I will do sexually and what I won’t do."

Whoa, a full page on what she will do. Half of these things I don’t even know what they are. I blush as I read some of she do’s and I am somewhat releaved to find a lot of things I would never consider on her don’ts. I put the papers down and she stared at me, unreadable as always.

"Any questions or concerns?"

"Yes, many."

"Ok, we can go over them if you like."

"I think I’d like to take it home and read it."

"Good thinking. Next time we meet we can go over the contract and if you want to try, we can."

"Ok."

"So, is there anything you like? Anything you won’t do?"

"How do you mean?"

"Sexually Christina," she says, "when having sex, was there something someone did that you liked or that you didn’t like?"

"Well, it’s hard to say."

"It’s not. You can say anything to me, it’s probably not anything I haven’t done or won’t mind doing."

"Well, um, I’ve never done anything before."

"What," she said, sitting up from her relaxed position in her chair.

"I’ve never had sex before."

"You’re a virgin?!"

"Why are you yelling? Are you upset with me?"

"No, no, I knew you were inexperienced, but fuck Tina, a virgin," she exclaimed. For the first time ever I felt ashamed of being a virgin.

"Don’t feel ashamed," she said, reading my mind once again, "I’ve just never, wow. No sex with a man or woman?"

I shake my head and for whatever reason, tears form in my eyes. I looked down, trying to fend them off but I can’t. They roll down my cheeks and she sees them and kneels in front of me. Her hands cup my cheeks and for a second, her steely and alpha façade went away and her compassionate and almost loving touch comes out. She wipes away my tears with her fingers.

"No, don’t do that. It’s just amazing that you’ve kept yourself pure, for me as it were."

"I’ve just never felt that, spark, you know that instant connection with someone."

"Do you feel it with me," she asks, and I nodded, "Come."

"Where are we going?"

"We’re gonna solve this issue at once," she said pulling me along, "I’m going to make love to you."

"I thought you didn’t make love."

"For you I can make an exception," she said and grinned. She led me to her bedroom and shut the door. My heart was beating fast, I was sure that she was the one I wanted to be with. As she kissed me passionately, I knew I wanted this to happen.

**** TBC! I know, I’m such a tease! >.< ****