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    Heaven ‘n Hel – Chpt 4

    Previously

    “Helena, what are you saying? What do you mean?” I pled.

    Helena continued to peer down into the water.

    “I’m tired. And restless. Life has been so busy. And I’m sick to death of California. And especially the studio. Everything is so pretentious here. And I miss my children. But I don’t necessarily want to be in New York either. I don’t know what exactly I want. Except a simpler life. To paint. And to be with you. And I’ve been so frightened to tell you, Darling, because I’m so afraid you won’t understand. But then, I don’t even understand, so how could I expect you to.”

    Helena slowly turned her head to examine and to decipher my confounded face.

    “You want to leave California?” I said.

    “Yes, I think so,” she replied reluctantly.

    “But…”

    Chapter 4

    “…Helena…I…” I closed my eyes and shook my head. Leaning back, I took a deep breath.

    I felt Helena touch my arm soothingly.

    “Bette?”

    I tilted my head forward and then slowly opened my eyes to turn back to look into Hel’s.

    We anxiously searched one another’s souls.

    After a few moments, I stood, turning away from her.

    “I’m feeling more than a bit discombobulated right now, Hel. I need a few minutes for my mind to absorb what you’re telling me,” I said matter-of-factly.

    “I understand, Darling,” she replied softly.

    Pacing slowly towards the house and, subsequently, around in circles, I hung my head. It was heavy. With a thousand and one thoughts running through it.

    When the pinnacle of my frustration finally realized, I swung around suddenly. Helena was wiping a splash of water over her face. She jumped when, infuriated, I screamed, “Dammit, Helena! What the fuck are you trying to do? Why didn’t you talk to me about this before? What am I going to do? I can’t leave Angelica. What’s started all of this? Fuck! Where the hell do you want to go?”

    She stared at me as I let go of my rage, then she turned deliberately forward and stared back down in the pool, twisting her shoulders uncomfortably. Slowly she removed her arms from her robe and stood. As the gown dropped to the deck, Helena dove headfirst into the water and frantically began swimming laps.

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    Comments

    1. YAY! a new belena story and this one is faaaaaaaaantastic! 5 stars! I love your writing and how you move the story along. I’m excited to see how Helena will change and move forward and how Bette will adjust. Hopefully they’ll be in the same city…

    2. Mummy…..damn it Peggy, work on your timing would ya? Bette and Helena are beyond hot, but what are they going to do now. If helena wants to leave LA and Bette wants to stay b/c Angie is there how are they going to compromise? I see a bumpy road ahead for our girls……(big sigh) But wait, drama means make up sex doesn’t it? Bring on the drama zheese, i can take it!!!

    3. Peggy always has perfect timing, doesn’t she? lol. If Bette gets as mad as she did in the beginning of the chapter, then things might not turn out fine… but I trust that you will keep them together and not too angst-ridden. ;)

    4. Love how this story is going it’s a different outlook on Bette and Helenas life together.You have to work at keeping your relationship up. Lets see how dedicated our girls are…please post soon!!

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