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    I Wish CH18

    Story written on February 28, 2007 by cdngrl.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=64754
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    And a good time was had by all……

     

     


    Tina,

    It’s shameful how cowardice I have become in trying to talk to you lately face to face. It’s hard to garner the nerve when it seems every time I open my mouth, I either offend you or anger you.

    There are some things I want to tell you, to talk to you about and I feel this is the safest venue to do this right now. With your new job, you are rarely available to me any more, and with my not having one yet, you seem so embittered towards me.

    Tina, I know things are difficult right now, but I need you to hear me when I say that I love you.

    That I am scared of losing you again, and that I am scared that I am not being the person you agreed to a life with. I am scared you are pulling away form me, and that I am not a good enough partner, or mother to our daughter.

    Please believe me when I tell you that it isn’t that I don’t want to work, that I don’t want to support my family. But I feel very unsure of my abilities as far as a job goes right now. Baby, when Franklin fired me, I lost my self worth. I feel like I can’t do anything, that I am nothing. Can you understand that? I am scared T. I am scared that it was all a farce and that I wasn’t as good as I thought I was or that others thought I was. And that Franklin had discovered it and that is why he let me go. I have never been fired from a job before and at one of my lowest moments, my father’s funeral, he ripped that last shred of dignity away from me. Can you understand that Tina?

    I am desperate for you to hold me in your arms and tell me it will be alright. I am so lonely with you beside me right now, I have never felt this far away from you, even when we weren’t together. I miss you, I miss your laugh, your smile. I miss your touch and your kisses. I miss us.

    I love you so much baby, and I don’t know how to make things better right now. I need you T, to make me feel safe, to make me feel

     


     

    A pinging noise brought Bette’s concentration away from the letter she was reading. The Instant message icon let her know there was someone online who was on her IM list. Bette wasn’t much into talking to people online, she mostly had used it to talk to Tina if she was away on business, or just to send little messages to her.

    When she opened the message box, a name that had haunted her for the last few months popped up.

    Lyndsey78 was online.

     

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    Comments

    1. Have you seen the 80’s movie “Wall Street” with Michael Douglas and Charlie Sheen? Michael Douglas has a line “greed is good”. So my request for more now is greedy, but good!

    6. CDN, I wish she had sent the email before things fell apart… AAAAAAAAAAANYWAY.. can’t change that though, so what about Lindsay78? hopefully they won’t have a row… and bring on the pool!!! please post soon!!

    8. Lyndsey78 sounds like Tina talking to her. Bette maybe should make that email available to Tina. Tina should know what was happening to Bette at that time. Interesting POV with the email. Something that most of us have not seen in writing or put much thought into.

    13. Great to see a update, even throug this is tough to read sometimes. You know I’ve to ask….what about your other story?????? LOL. Post soon please…

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