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I Wish CH19
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Please believe me when I tell you that it isn’t that I don’t want to work, that I don’t want to support my family. But I feel very unsure of my abilities as far as a job goes right now. Baby, when Franklin fired me, I lost my self worth. I feel like I can’t do anything, that I am nothing. Can you understand that? I am scared T. I am scared that it was all a farce and that I wasn’t as good as I thought I was or that others thought I was. And that Franklin had discovered it and that is why he let me go. I have never been fired from a job before and at one of my lowest moments, my father’s funeral, he ripped that last shred of dignity away from me. Can you understand that Tina?
I am desperate for you to hold me in your arms and tell me it will be alright. I am so lonely with you beside me right now, I have never felt this far away from you, even when we weren’t together. I miss you, I miss your laugh, your smile. I miss your touch and your kisses. I miss us.
I love you so much baby, and I don’t know how to make things better right now. I need you T, to make me feel safe, to make me feel needed and wanted. You are the only one who I can feel these things around. You are the only one with whom I can be vulnerable with. I need you to make me safe. Only you can do this for me. Always you. Only ever you.
T, you are my everything. Since the moment I met you, you have always been my everything. I love you Tina, and whatever happens with us in the future, and through all that has happened to us in the past, I will always and forever love you.
Please stay with me through this ardent journey I find myself on right now. I need your incredible strength to get me through this. With you by my side I can overcome this, and we can be the family we are destined to be. My love, please be patient, I will be strong again.
In stunned silence Tina finished reading the email. She realized very shortly into the email that this was written a while ago. Yet she had no idea Bette had felt like that. But then as she had stated, Tina didn’t listen to Bette very well back then.
This gave Tina a lot to ponder, and she wondered why Bette had sent this email to her. Did she mean to hurt her with it?
As these thoughts raced through her head, her IM pinged again.
BP Art Diva: Tina?
Tina sat there staring at the screen. Unable to answer, with tears rolling down her cheeks, she stared at the screen as the woman she loved more than life itself called out to her.
BP Art Diva: Tina? Please, if you are there please answer me!
When she received no answer back Bette IM’d one more time.
BP Art Diva: Tina. I’m sorry. I never meant for you to see that. I hit the wrong damn button. Please forgive me. Listen, I won’t come over there later okay? That way you don’t have to see me. Please can you pretend you didn’t get that email? I am so sorry Tee. If you can forgive me, please call me okay? Sorry.
Lyndsey78: Bette, wait! I am here. I just…I never knew. I just never knew.
BP Art Diva: Please Tina. Can you just let it go?. You weren’t meant to get that email.
Lyndsey78: I never knew how much you were hurting. How much I hurt you. I am so sorry Bette.I never knew how much you were hurting. How much I hurt you. I am so sorry Bette.
BP Art Diva: Baby please don’t be upset.
Both Bette and Tina’s eyes widened at Bette’s response to Tina’s pain.
Lyndsey78: Will you please still come over today? We need to talk, and you need to see your daughter. I need to see you.
BP Art Diva: I’ll be there soon.
BP Art Diva has signed off….
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of course continue, what a way to talk!
this was an awesome update – I love your writing and am glad to read everything you write.
That’s why I have all of my IM stuff set to NOT log on when I fire up the computer. Plus, whenever possible, I log on in invisible mode. PPS!
Please continue, I am hoping they will eventually be reunited again.
yes you have to continue with this…and soon please
so many emotions, but in a way it was a divine intervention for bette to send this email…it opens all sorts of possibilities for B&T
That was quite a letter!
of course, yes, post soon
Just caught up with this story…it is awesome!!! Please continue!
Hell ya! You need to continue and soon. I am glad Bette sent that email, lets see where things go from here. Thanks a bunch.
Please don’t stop writing this story!!! I don’t mind waiting between posts. I’m glad Bette ‘accidentally’ sent the Email to Tina because it helps Tina to understand how much turmoil she had Bette in. If Bette had sent it to her at the time it was composed, I wonder if it would have had such a strong impact. I know how much time and effort goes into writing the wonderful stories and I want you to know that I really appreciate it. Thank you…and yes, please continue.
I love this story and the way you write..do please continue!
YES!!! U must please continue! Of course we are still interested, better word HOOKED. So glad the email was read by Tina. Sometimes accidents are not accidents after all. Let the talking and healing begin. Looking forward to Bette’s and Anglica’s interactions!!! PPS
Oh you have got to continue. I can’t wait to read your post although I seem to be way behind on everything lately. Maybe it was good that Tina got that email. It finally allowed Tina to know what was going on in Bette’s head and heart at that time. The time that Tina thought that Bette zoned out but in reality Bette was struggling just to breath let alone live.
Please continue. Wish we saw this stuff on the show..
You’ve got to continue. Our girls need to work this out. So glad to see Tina still told Bette to come over.
you need to ask, darling? :)
Please continue this story it is Great!!! I can not wait for B&T to sit down and talk. Thank you PPS
Ooooh you’re such a tease, I hope you will continue writing – it’s a great story and you’re a great writer. But you know, if you’re having a hard time with this one, there is always the other story…..okay okay sorry, I’ll stop LOL (I think). Anyway I hope you’ll keep going and I’ll keep reading :o))
That is the damn trouble with email, if u aren’t focussed u can ruin yor own life…please let them be okay. I love your stories so please keep writing at your own pace and I will be here waiting to read on whenever u post. cheers and thanks for this update…the letter was sad….but obviously it’s meant to be for B to ‘accidentally’ send it…they love each other…no denying it even in s4…there ain’t no magic on my screen unless its TiBette…so bring B on ‘home’ gyrl…
I have been a silent reader but the thought of you cutting this short has made me find my voice. I love your story and hope you do continue. Great update.
That was awesome if only something like this could happen in the show PPS
Definitely continue.
omg, pls don’t even consider stopping…this is a great story!!!
You can’t even think about finishing this story yet. PPS
Damn this is awesome and please continue, thanks!