Helena watched her leave and she walked back to her bed and let her fall on her back.

Helena why are you destroying what you’ve build up with Jamey, why did you have to hurt her like that.

She stared at her ceiling and felt a tear rolling down her face.

She turned around facing the wall and lied there crying.

I never meant to hurt Jamey I just don’t know what to do right now.

There was a knock on the door and because she didn’t lock it it opened, it was Lucy.

Helena tried to wipe away her tears before Lucy saw her but her eyes where still red.

‘Helena? Helena what’s up?’ Lucy walked up to the bed and sat beside her. ‘Come here you’ Lucy embraced Helena and she started sobbing again.

‘I’m sorry I don’t want to cry’ Helena started.

‘ssssttt easy it’ll be okay’  Lucy comforted her ‘come here you’ and Lucy gently stroked Helena’s hair.

‘I don’t know what’s going on Lucy I’m just so confused right now I cant sort my head and it makes me go insane’ Helena sobbed.

‘What’s going on sweetheart, I know you haven’t felt well lately but I just cant understand why’ Lucy said and kept hugging Helena.

‘I don’t know, I don’t know Luc’ Helena sobbed ‘I just feel incomplete and lost’

‘But what happened I can’t help you If I don’t know what’s wrong’ Lucy said and held Helena

‘I.. I kissed Jamey’ Helena said

She saw Lucy was shocked Lucy stopped hugging her and just looked at her with her mouth a little open.

‘Why are you looking at me like that? It doesn’t mean it meant anything’ Helena said she was really afraid Lucy would disapprove it.

‘Of course’ Lucy said and there appeared a big smile on her face ‘Of course, I’ve been so blind why didn’t I see it before’

‘See what before?’ Helena asked carefully she was shocked by the quick change in Lucy’s attitude.

‘You’re gay!’ Lucy smiled

‘Lucy don’t say that you don’t know that, for all I know it was just what happened because of the alcohol’ Helena said she didn’t wanted to be labelled.