Ch 16 Last But Most Certainly Not Least



J5-Never Can Say Goodbye


Carmen caught Shane by the arm and turned her roughly to her, You want to tell me that again.

She yanked her arm back at her side and pushed her aside, I said im going to go with Sly. Carmen looked as if she was about to abandoned by her mom. Why!.

Becauseim nothing here right now, and the only way I can prove to myself that I am is by leaving, its not like im going to be gone forever, I consider this as a vacation.

She packed her clothes as she talked to the broken hearted Carmen, couldnt she see what she was going threw, Carmen keep her tears at bay, But what about me, have you thought about me-

Carmen Ive been thinking of you none stop ever since I met you. Shane paused for a sec, And my mind is made up, all I can tell you is wait for me, please, thats all I ask of you.

She took her hands in her own but, received a cold stare as well, Carmen blew out a heated sigh. Shane hesitantly began to talk, explaining her reasons.

Ive told you, it feels like I have nothing hear, but I know I do have youbut thats not enough, theirs something missing, something that I need to find.

You could of ask me what that was-

I knew youd say thatCarmen just for once let me find my wayalone.

Without further words, Shane picked up her bags and headed out the front door, Carmen stood still in her room as she watched the love of her life walk away without a care in the world. She sat softly on her bed, and waited, she could feel every bit of her nerves breakdown.

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Now Boarding, flight 20 to New York.

Sly checked her watched twice as she scanned the crowds, she never thought that Shane would leave her home to go after something that she herself couldnt even understand. What is the thing with her and love. She wondered, she could have asked herself the same, with Jenny it was like someone had just touched your bear heart with their hand and held it with their love . It was amazing, but of course the fact that she needed this job stole that away from her.

Shane rushed passed all the unknown people to her eyes and caught up with Sly, Im not sure what im doing here

Youre here for some unknown reason, weve both are, for some reason I think god is testing us. Shane nodded along, God always has a way of ***** things up hmm. Sly picked up her luggage and made her way, casting glances at Shane as she did the same, You ever wonder why we where created.

Shane smirked, Sure, we are Gods gift to women everywhere am I right. Sly punched her playfully in the arm. Dude be serious.

I actually dont know Sly, why the ***** you where created is over my head. She turned and smiled, Sly arched her brow, Someone like me, would never understand all the ***** I been threw.

And Jenny doesnt.

Dude you know what I meant. Sly cast a heated gaze, If she loved me she should have wanted me to stay *****. Sly dropped her luggage at the medal detector as Shane did, I meanwhat else can I do, I need this, butI also need her as well.

I could have told you that, Jenny has never really fallen for someone this hard before, guess shes trying to prove something.

They both picked up their bags as they where cleared to go. Well, its really not making me feel any better, lets say, I give her a year no2 years, and we shall see if when I come back,

Shane stood their gawking at her, Whoa, slow down, are you saying that your just staying for two years., I thought you where living in New York?

Ah, im really not, you should have been paying attention to me when I mentioned that I get a choice of how long I work their, they need me, not I need them.

They boarded the plane and grabbed a set together, And now may I ask you Shane, When we get back, your going to beg liked you never begged before to get Carmen back, she was hot, but I have a feeling that she is heart broken.

Shane grumbled incoherent words and ignored her, I mean it dude. Sly opened up her laptop to check her mail , as she thought everyone from Alice to Bette emailed her something, all saying that they wish her the best and to return as soon as she can, Tina sent love and kisses hoping to see her as she once was when they first met, also telling her to never change,

I never can say goodbye no no no no, I never can say
Goodbye

She smiled , she hated the fact that she didnt get a good week in to talk to Tina, Too busy these days
She eyed Shane for a bit, constructing that she would have been like that if she had not have met Jennyspeaking of her, Sly had just now received her email, she took her time and read every bit of what her writer typed.

Even though the pain and heartache seem to follow me wherever I go
Though I tried to hide my feelings they always seem to show


Sly, im not going to forget about you, and im not going to send email asking how are you doing, cause I already know what your feeling right at this moment, you hate me for this, for sending you away from me, but you also know that deep down that you need this, and also that I love you. For you, im like an hidden object to you, waiting for you to see, and pick up and yet you dont, you dont need me right now, but you refuse to let that go.

I love you Sly, more than you may imagine,are lives have been *****, we both know that,but I know you will return and hopefully will not le that anger take over, I want the same person I know back here , so I can show youjust how much love I can give

Sincerely yours,

Jenny

Then you try to say your leaving me and I always have to say no
Tell me whyis it soI never can say goodbye, no no no no
I never can say goodbye

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Jenny typed away at her computer again, this time , trying her hardest to finish her story, The hideous figure arose from the ground, she strapped down by chains her facenothing their, her body was complete with hideous anger, unbearable to the site of millions of humans gasping , holding back their vomit, the site was also unbearable to the High Wire Girl, she stood still as the tamer unleashed her whip and stroke at the figures face, she held back her tears, but was completely blown away as the face was but only a mask, witch fell to the ground, the crowd was silenced as they gazed upon the beauty of this strange goddess, the girl, the girl that was hiding behind the six armed temptress ran towards her. The chains where but once unlocked and gave her the freedom she needed to stand; she falsely hid her smile of thank you to the tamer.

The girl finally crossed the path between the two friends and slowed to a walk once she reached the area around the stranger, every thing about her was different, she reached out a hand and touched her face, then the other one followed suit, asking, Who are you

I am yours

Jenny stopped, like everything else, something was defiantly missing,

Are you really mine


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Every time I think Ive had enough and start heading to the door
Theres a very strange vibration, piercing me right to the core
It says turn around you fool, you know you love her more and more
Tell me why is it so


Shane held her hands in her head, the sky was now darkening , causing her to think more about everything around her, would she really have to beg Carmen backor would she not have the chance because she would have probably found someone else?

The thought shook her to the very her very soul, Sly wasnt feeling that better at all, but consisted on hiding her feelings, she tried and tried, to not let anger overcome her, that would be wrong, her past was fueled on anger, and never got her anywhere, but it damned hurt a lot of people.


But, alas, it came no holding back, the dam broke, she slammed her laptop shut, and startled Shane, who dared not to ask any questions, she had her problems to deal with anyway. She held onto that small hope of faith that Carmen understood, and only wished for her to return and safely, right back into her arms.

God, look at us now, fucked up as ever

Sly quickly lost track of time as her anger arose from the ashes f her past, If this is how you want it Jennythen im happy to oblige.

Ohh, I never can say goodbye girl
(never can say goodbye, girl)
Ohh, ohh, ohh,
(baby)
I never can say goodbye,
No, no, no, no, no, no,
Ohh




End Or Is It??

I Love and thank you all who truly like this story I was just trying something new, and as you can tell, im not done, their will certainly be a part 2 and it will be hotter than ever, im going to include The Olivia cruise and all the drama that goes on it, also I know I need to have Dana and Alice more in my stories, also Bette and Tina, those two I love. Sly has a bad history , her anger can kill her and she knows it but she unlocks it anyway Shane on the other hand doesnt know what shes doing, but lets just pray that she will when they both return, two totally different people.

Us. Part 2- We Have Not Forgotten-..coming soon