<sup>MARINA’S THOUGHTS ,  It’s been more than a year since I  left West Hollywood, the place I called home for so long. Yes I was born here in Milan,but it true what people say,Home is definitely where the “HEART IS”. My dear sweet Jenny it matters not how far we are part. You are in my heart to stay.  Jenny it has been over a year and eventhough, thousands of miles and an ocean separate us you are here with me.  You see you’re in both my mind and my heart forever. Can’t Nobody Make Me Feel Like You Do, Can’t Nobody Hold My Hand Like You Do, Can’t Nobody Do Me Like You Do Me,  Can’t Nobody Kiss Me Like You  Kiss me,  Can’t Nobody Hold Me Like You Hold Me. Can’t Nobody Touch Me Like You Touch Me,  Can’t Nobody Squeeze Me Like You Do, Can’t Nobody Talk To Me Like You  Do, CAN’T NOBODY LOVE ME LIKE YOU LOVE ME and  BABY CAN’T NOBOBODY STOP ME FROM LOVING  YOU LIKE I DO!   Jenny you are my everything, you’re the air that I breathe. When I’m thirsty you’re my water,when I’m hungry you’re my food,  you’re in my dreams day and night, and most of all when I am tired and weary you’re my rocking chair, and when I’m feeling low you’re my Rock and  my Salvation. My soul aches for you both day and night, my bed is so empty without you here to hold onto throughout the night. Everyday I ask myself Why didn’t I come out and tell you, when you needed to hear me say those three little words, I LOVE YOU!  Jenny you once told me that you were a “coward”. The sad truth is, I was the “coward” not you. Now here I sit with miles of land and water separating you from me.  My heart not only aches for you, ”I LONG” to have you near me, to hold you in my arms again.  Jenny I said it before and I’ll say it again,I will do anything for another with you.                                                                             

                                  JENNY’STHOUGHTS 

Marina, it’s been exactly one year and eight months  today since you up and went away. You are an ocean and thousands of miles from me,yet you are still here with me.  I’m a writer and writers are suppose to think about any and everything.   Though I’ve found that most everything I write about you are there in it somewhere.  If you only knew how much time I have wasted.  I have been a long time gathering my thoughts.  Marina you are the ship that rescued me from a raging sea. When I met Tim, I thought that I had found my true love but that wasn’t so. What I found with Tim was my safety.  I moved here to marry Tim  and live happily ever after. Then I saw you through the window of your cafe that day I was walking by. I swore you looked at me too because your eyes pierced my Soul. Right then I wanted to come in and meet you but it was so crowded and I didn’t want to make a fool of myself in front of all those people. So I kept walking,I bet you didn’t know that I sneaked back later that night and spent what seemed like an eternity watching you after you closed  and cleaned up the cafe. You were so cute putting everything in it’s perfect place. Afterwards I watched you walk to your car and drive away. I would have followed you anywhere that night, but with it being so late and you seemingly  exhausted. I figured you’d more than likely go straight  home. Then suddenly it hit me,  I had left Tim home in the bed. So I raced home and hopped into bed and from that moment on I could barely stand to let Tim touch me. and after that night, I thought that I would never see you again but my prayers were answered when Tina invited me and Tim to her and Bette’s party. I believe Alice was hitting on me, even though I acted as if I didn’t know that she was. Tim had already informed me that we were living  in a different community from what I was accustomed to back home in Ohio. Alice and I just didn’t click and then you came and sit down beside us and Alice introduced us. When you looked me straight in the eyes and niether of us blinked  or batted an eyelid, I  felt you tugging on my heartstrings. When you complimented me on my writing and proceded to talk about literature, how you had read my story and the exact same books that I had read. I knew the moment that we looked each other in the eyes again. I was totally mesmerized by your eyes,your smile and your beauty, your exoticness and your intelligence.  Then you followed me into the bathroom and you ”planted” that kiss on me. It was then eventhough, I bolted from the bathroo(but not before I kissed you back (momentarily) that I was destined to love you for the rest of my life.   Marina, if  I’m away from you for more than an hour I can’t stop thinking about you. I carry you in my spirit,and when you smile, you brighten up not only the room we’re in but my whole world. I pray for you more than I pray for myself.   Can’t Nobody Make Me Smile Like You Do, Can’t Nobody Walk Around Like You Do, Can’t Nobody Make Me Feel Like You Do, Can’t Nobody Kiss Me Like You Do . Can’tNobody Do Me Like You Do Me, Can’t Nobody Hold My Hand Like You Do, Can’t Nobody Squeeze Me Like You Do, Can’t Nobody  Talk To Me The Way You Do. CAN’T NOBODY LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO!  CAN’T NOBODY MAKE ME FEEL THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL.   IT’S TRUE NOBODY CAN!                                                     

                             MARINA and JENNY SPEAKING OUT LOUD

I was made to love you, all of you . I Give to you all of me.. My Eyes to see you for who you are, My Ears to hear and listen to your every word and thought, My Nose to sense when you are near and far from me. My Lips to kiss you anywhere and everywhere. My Heart I give whole  to you and only you, forever and ever  to do with whatever you wish. My Hands to touch  your skin and feel your warm embrace. My Arms to hold you tight forever.  My Legs to stand beside you and hold you up, whenever you are weak, forever and always and I’ll spend all my time Loving you forever and eternity. BECAUSE YOU SEE, I WAS MADE TO LOVE YOU, ALWAYS AND FOREVER   BABY PLEASE COME BACK TO ME, I NEED YOU !  I WOULD GIVE AND DO ANYTHING AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING JUST TO HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE    TO LOVE YOU AGAIN !


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