A week after Disneyland……Tuesday evening….

 I was finishing up the annoying US history shit when my phone vibrates…I see its Shane…so I pick up.

 Carmen:"What’s up Shane?" I know too well what exactly is up….but pretend to play it cool. 

 Shane:"What the fuck! dude! did you know that they found a fucking full pack coke from Cherie’s locker….this is unreal" she says excitedly……

 Carmen:"really? is that so?" i pretend to be surprised….. "Where are you right now? why don’t you come over?"

 Shane:"Oh I didn’t even realise I am in front of your house" 

 I laugh inwardly knowing this habit of Shane….she automatically starts walking toward my house when something of interest or concern happen….I go downstairs and open the door for her. 

 Shane:"Man….they fucking found coke…can you believe it? This is insane…I don’t even know anymore….she’s moving outta here…." 

 I see Shane is really worked up about it…and I smile at her. 

 Shane:"what you knew about it?" 

 I shrug…

 Shane:"wait wait….its not what I think it is right?" 

 Carmen:"I don’t know what you are thinking Shane….but the mindreader inside me is telling me that its exactly what you think it is…Now let’s not waste time discussing that bitch…and help me out with the AP US stuff"

 Shane:"WHAT THE FUCK…you are unbelievable……I don’t even know anymore….how could you…I mean I…..YOU ARE AWESOME"

 and Shane hugs me soo tight and pick me up and I cannot breathe anymore….

 Carmen:"Shane…..let go….I can’t breathe….I accept your thank you now…put me down"

 Shane:"Oh sorry…let’s go do work now"

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 Everything was going fine….me and Shane spent the Christmas Eve with my family and we spent the Christmas day with Al, Dane, Jenny and Max….they are always fun to hang out with. 

 Shane gave me a pendant for Christmas…it was pretty sweet….even though we are friends, she does these cute things for me that makes me wanna think that maybe we are more than friends….but I don’t want to push Shane into anything….and also I am still officially ‘straight’ because  I didn’t break up with Clive yet…even though we don’t see each other very often. 

 I asked him for a meeting…to break up with him. Shane is kinda acting distant with me since then..I don’t know why….did she hear me talking to him on the phone…I mean, why does she care anyway, its not like she likes me or anything….whatever.