Jacob’s POV

My heart continued to punch against my chest, even as I slowed down to a trot. I didn’t know where I was, and to be honest I didn’t give a damn. It had all gone so wrong, and I couldn’t help but feel guilty for leaving Nessie behind. She must hate me now, how could she not? Not only had I rejected her- though completely against my wants- but I had refused myself to give her the actual reason.

Edward would have killed me if I hadn’t have left when I did. The selfish leach completely disregarded his daughter’s feelings. Then again, maybe I was giving myself too much. Nessie has grown up, there is no doubt about that, but maybe she’s just testing out her new teenage appearance…just rebelling against her parent’s wishes.

When she was born, I felt the missing piece click into place; I was finally ‘Jacob Black’, not just an Alpha, not just a post. It wasn’t Bella anymore, and it all made so much sense. But, she had created something that would change my life for the better. The only thing was- as always the case- the one thing that I wanted-no, needed-was the one thing that I could never have. I was made to promise that I would never try and start something with Nessie, because it would put her in danger and ‘confuse’ her.

The urge to go back and prove them all wrong was almost too strong for me to fight against. A powerful ripple ran through my body, even though I was already in wolf form and pushed its way through my lungs. I threw my head back and howled into the night.

Nessie…

Wait for me one more time…

Renesmee’s POV

I stood at the door; staring in on my silent family. Their eyes were all fixed on me; staring into me and trying find the answers they so desperately pined for. I searched for a spot on the floor to stare at, I just couldn’t stand just waiting there.

“Renesmee…please understand” My mother’s plea was something that I just couldn’t do. “It’s better this way”

“For who! You? Father? Carlisle’s scientific experiments? Because I’m certainly not going to benefit from it” My voice was thick with anger and erupting pain.

“It will benefit you Renesmee. We’re are only thinking of you” I brought my gaze up to meet my Aunty Rosalie. She brushed her blonde locks over her shoulder and stood up. It had been because of her, that I was here. My mother had begged her for help after finding out she was pregnant. My Father- who was terrified I have no doubt- was one of the many who didn’t want me to exist.

“You will be safe without him around” She continued, whilst walking closer to me and sitting on the settee back.

“What do you mean safe? None of us will ever be safe” My words were true, there are always going to be times when my life, and that of my family are put on the line. I came to that conclusion not long after my birth. The Volturi…Volturi…

“This is about them isn’t it? The Volturi?” The room seemed to quieten- if possible- even more as my words echoed around them. “I’m not letting them interrogate me and dictate my life. If they want me, they can have me, but I know who will win”

“Renesmee…”

“No…Mother don’t you see? How could you make Jacob promise something that you know he could never do…how could make a pact with him that would affect me like when you were my age? Father left you, I know, I’ve seen it in your thoughts. It hurt and you barely made it out of it alive. You all created something that may not end in the same way” I leant against the door frame and slid down it; wrapping my arms around my frame. “H-How c-could you-u!”

That’s it…

I have to do something…