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    Always Her – (Chapter: chapter fifteen)

    Story written on June 12, 2009 by SoNFANFOREVER.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=15393
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    Ash tries to figure things out

    I couldn’t come up with a reply. I wanted to but I was somewhat shocked. I had never thought she would actually tell her parents and then find me. I was impressed but at the same time I wanted more. She was sorry, yes, but I needed to hear more. I needed to know I wasn’t the only one who was hurting so badly.

    I must have stayed quiet too long because she let out a disheartened sigh. I looked to her and her face was one of determination.

    "Ashley please just hear me out. I do realize that I hurt you. I can’t say that I know just how deep that hurt runs because I probably don’t. But I do know that I love you more than I could ever love anyone. And I know you’re pissed and you have every right to be, but think back to when you were in my position. I know our mothers are different but I also know that you were just as scared as me."

    I looked to my feet. She was right. Granted my mother could care less what I did with my life and with whom but I was still nervous as hell when it came to telling her.

    "I shouldn’t have kept seeing him. But I just.. I wanted to be normal. I figured I could hide who I was, who I am, by being with him. I thought… I don’t know what I thought. It just all seemed like too much at one time. I mean when I thought of what my family might possibly do or say about it, I freaked. They mean so much to me Ash. But this whole week helped me figure things out. I told my mother and frankly I didn’t give a damn about what she thought. I told her as much when I saw her. Everything that I feel for you… there’s nothing wrong with it. I wish it hadn’t taken me so long to realize it. And I’m so sorry because I knew I was hurting you. But I tried to block that part out and just not think about it. Because if I did I would realize how much of a selfish bitch I was being."

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    1. Oooooh! Well done! You always sell yourself short, that was amazing as usual. It had the perfect amount of angst, drama and then the slightest hint of Spashley to tease us at the end. Perfect!! I’ve read this twice now because I didn’t have time to comment before work this morning and it stands up to a second read very well. Oh, and thanks for agreeing with Stix x

    2. I so see where they’re both coming from and I like how everything isn’t just neatly wrapped up and they’re really getting to the bottom of everything. Cause if ash just forgave her, she might still be bitter about stuff later. pms!

    4. Hey u :) missed ya. Glad I’ve finally caught up! Did I ever tell u I love just how angsty this is!? No? Well, now there u hv it ehheh. I hv a request… Could u make the chapters a tad bit longer, pweaseeee? I read this and I was like ‘more!!!!’ *pout*Pms! Ttus…in my mornings LOL

    5. Wow that was great. I can see why Ashley is so upset and in a way I’m glad she’s not just forgiven Spencer right away. It’s good that there both telling each other how there feeling as hard as it is for both of them. Great update can’t wait for more ppms!

    7. I like it. I mean what you have to write is just amazing. It is able to really get to you in ways that you did not think were possible. I enjoy this story very much. You are a great writer. Good job.

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