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    Best For Me – (Chapter: Never pay the reaper with love only)

     

    “Liv… please, it’s so not like that.”

     

    Spencer gulped. She shouldn’t eavesdrop, that would be wrong, wrong, wrong. So very wrong.

    “You don’t understand… yes, I am sorry for that… and that too… that’s really not fair!”

     

    Spencer bit her lip. Her inner good girl was telling her that this was ridiculous and she should walk away. The devil on her shoulder was swearing with her at the inability to hear BOTH sides of the conversation.

     

    “Liv, I’m sorry, I can’t help how I feel.” Ashley’s voice was thick with emotion and Spencer wanted to wrap her arms around the girl. “Liv, it doesn’t matter what she feels, I can’t help how I feel…. Yes I am aware of that…. Can you see that it doesn’t matter, she needs me and I’m not going anywhere… Well that doesn’t matter either, I’m not around for that, I care and this is what caring means.” Spencer’s eyes opened like saucers. Was Ashley talking to Liv about her? That was… weird. “Liv if I felt this way about you I never would have broken it off… I’m sorry, I can’t. No it doesn’t matter that she doesn’t feel this way…Well I’m sorry if you got that impression but as a matter of fact this is VERY much me.” Ashley’s voice was getting tenser with anger. Spencer realized her own fists were balling up but she didn’t know why. “Hey, that’s not fair, I’ve been nice before… Yeah, well I’ve never cared about someone this much before… Oh for fuck sakes Liv this is about you, not her. I’m sorry, I keep saying that, but you know we wouldn’t have worked anyway. I’m hanging up now… No, I’m really hanging up now.”

     

    Spencer shot away from the living room wall and into the kitchen, trying to look nonchalant when Ashley came back in. It was clear that the brunette was a little shaken and definitely ill at ease.

     

    Spencer handed her the glass of water after dropping two cubes of ice in it. “Do you want to talk about it?” She asked the musician cautiously.

     

    “Not really” sighed Ashley. “Let’s just say that I’m trying to be a better person that who I used to be and I’m being accused of ulterior motives.”

     

    “Well, I can’t imagine you being anything but wonderful” Spencer returned loyally. “And… well… I don’t believe you have ulterior motives.”

     

    “I don’t” exploded Ashley. “Sorry, this isn’t your fault. I’m just a little upset now.”

     

    “I can see.” Spencer reached out a hand to soothe. “How can I help?”

     

    Ashley raised her eyes up and let out a wry sigh. “Not sure you can.”

     

    “Aw come on, not even with a hug from Mr. Ruffles?” that got a grin. "Or even better, hot fudge sundaes," Spencer dangled the idea temptingly.

     

    “Well, now you mention it.”

     

    Spencer grinned and Ashley grinned back, the blondes heart now doing a familiar flip at the small wrinkle in the brunettes nose. She was about to lean up and find the makings of said sundaes when there was a loud crash from Elly’s room, followed by a blood curdling scream.

     

    Spencer stared at Ashley in horror, before taking off from the kitchen in a sprint and heading towards her daughters room.

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    1. Oh no four year old tornado explosion. AAAHHH, what’s the aftermath gonna be? Mr. Ruffles will save her. I’m convinced. Ash has a crush Ash has a crush. Yea, they both like each other. Excellent. HEY i just had an idea. maybe you can have Mr. Ruffles tell Paula and Art about the new addition to the clan. then Spencer doesnt have to deal with it.

    2. YOU MOTHER FLUFFIN FLUFFER!!!! OKay, i love you and your FF to death, but it was cruel for you to stop at that critical moment. Is gray kidnapping Elly?!! OMG!!! WHAT IF HE IS??? OH NO!! Great, now you got me more hyped for the next chapter than the next episode….mmmmm…nvm, but pretty damn close! hahaa PMS please. Ill love you forever….HAHAHA

    3. S, you’ll be happy to know, I am more excited about this fic than the damn show. :) Poor Elly! :( I have mental visuals of what she looks like in my head, and I therefore hug her many times daily. She has Mr. Ruffles…I had, and still have mind you, my tigers Thomas and Pestonia. Yes, the second one sounds like a small village near Estonia, but, hey, I was 8.

    4. Oh no four year old tornado explosion. AAAHHH, what’s the aftermath gonna be? Mr. Ruffles will save her. I’m convinced. Ash has a crush Ash has a crush. Yea, they both like each other. Excellent. HEY i just had an idea. maybe you can have Mr. Ruffles tell Paula and Art about the new addition to the clan. then Spencer doesnt have to deal with it.

    5. YOU MOTHER FLUFFIN FLUFFER!!!! OKay, i love you and your FF to death, but it was cruel for you to stop at that critical moment. Is gray kidnapping Elly?!! OMG!!! WHAT IF HE IS??? OH NO!! Great, now you got me more hyped for the next chapter than the next episode….mmmmm…nvm, but pretty damn close! hahaa PMS please. Ill love you forever….HAHAHA

    6. S, you’ll be happy to know, I am more excited about this fic than the damn show. :) Poor Elly! :( I have mental visuals of what she looks like in my head, and I therefore hug her many times daily. She has Mr. Ruffles…I had, and still have mind you, my tigers Thomas and Pestonia. Yes, the second one sounds like a small village near Estonia, but, hey, I was 8.

    7. cruel just plain cruel to leave it right there.oh and i love all of your comments they made my day. :]great post, i love this story, i want another update before my day ends, no worries you have like 24 hours. haha

    8. cruel just plain cruel to leave it right there.oh and i love all of your comments they made my day. :]great post, i love this story, i want another update before my day ends, no worries you have like 24 hours. haha

    9. HEY! I use my amazing powers to make you update NOW! What the HELL is wrong with Elly, yo? Did something happen to Mr. Ruffles?! Oh, God! The horror! Not the elephant! …and someone on the other forum offered to have your babies?! Wow. Is she cute?

    10. HEY! I use my amazing powers to make you update NOW! What the HELL is wrong with Elly, yo? Did something happen to Mr. Ruffles?! Oh, God! The horror! Not the elephant! …and someone on the other forum offered to have your babies?! Wow. Is she cute?

    11. OH MY GOD!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ELLY???? IS SHE OKAY??? I can’t believe that you left me hanging like this, LOL!!! Okay, well i like that you posted today and that I got to see how Spencer is and feels for Ashley. I hope that everything will be okay and that Spencer will be okay with her preguancy. Also that Gary is really being a NICE and WONDERFUL MAN!!!!

    12. OH MY GOD!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ELLY???? IS SHE OKAY??? I can’t believe that you left me hanging like this, LOL!!! Okay, well i like that you posted today and that I got to see how Spencer is and feels for Ashley. I hope that everything will be okay and that Spencer will be okay with her preguancy. Also that Gary is really being a NICE and WONDERFUL MAN!!!!

    13. hey hey hey you’re not the only buffy fan here!! u always have me as i’ve loved buffy for years and know almost every single detail of that show…fantastic update as usual! ashley is being super cool and nice while poor spence is still confuse and all… but a blood curdling scream from elly’s room?? WTH is goin on???

    14. hey hey hey you’re not the only buffy fan here!! u always have me as i’ve loved buffy for years and know almost every single detail of that show…fantastic update as usual! ashley is being super cool and nice while poor spence is still confuse and all… but a blood curdling scream from elly’s room?? WTH is goin on???

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