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    Broken Heart – (Chapter: All my life)

    The first time I looked into her eyes I knew she was the one. The one I’ve been waiting for. The one I’ve been praying for. The one that was going to deliver me from all this loneliness. She became my everything. She was the first thing I thought about when I woke up and the last when I went to sleep. She became the reason why I went to school. She became the reason why I finally started to come out of my shell. I was letting her see the real me. She just inspired me to do that.

    Deep down I knew it was going to be so hard. I could see that she had issues. I could see she was afraid and that it was extremely difficult for her to trust. But I thought she trusted me. I thought she was letting me in. The way she looked at me made me feel like she loved me. Like she really cared. Unfortunately for me I was wrong. There is no other reason for her to have cheated, right?

    Cheated, played, whatever. It’s the same damn thing to me. She didn’t want me. She never did. I mean why would she? I’m nothing special. Just the daughter of a washed up rock star that is extremely shy and somewhat intelligent. That’s all. She can have anybody she wants. She’s so beautiful, confident, lovable, she’s just amazing.

    I guess I was just fooling myself. Why would Spencer Carlin ever want me? I should of known better. I just wish my heart would listen to my head and move on. Instead of crying whenever any love song comes up in the radio or whenever I even think about her.

    Case in point what’s playing on the radio now, the tears just won’t go away.

    I will never find another luva sweeta than you,
    Sweeta than you
    And I will never find anutha luva more precious than you
    More precious than you
    Girl you are
    Close to me you’re like my mother
    Close to me you’re like my father
    Close to me you’re like my sister
    Close to me you’re like my brutha
    You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

    And all my life
    I’ve prayed for someone like you
    And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
    All my life
    I’ve prayed for someone like you
    And I hope that you feel the same way too
    Yes, I pray that you do love me too

    I said you’re all that I’m thinkin’ of…..baby

    Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
    You’re all I’m thinkin’ of, I praise the Lord above
    For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
    I really love you

    And all my life, baby, baby, I’ve prayed for someone like you,
    And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
    All my life I’ve prayed for someone like you
    And I hope that you feel the same way too
    Yes, I pray that you do love me

    You’re all that I ever known
    When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
    You turned my life around
    You picked me up when I was down
    You’re all that I ever known
    When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
    You picked me up when I was down
    You’re all that I ever known
    When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
    You picked me up when I was down
    And I hope that you feel the same way too
    Yes I pray that you do love me too

    All my life
    I’ve prayed for someone like you
    And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
    All my life I’ve prayed for someone like you
    Yes, I pray that you do love me too
    All my life I’ve prayed for someone like you
    And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
    All my life I’ve prayed for someone like you
    Yes, I pray that you do love me too

    Yes, I prayed for her. Yes, I prayed for her too love me too. Yes, she became like the family I always wanted. Yes, I hoped she felt the same way too. Yes, that was my mistake. And yes, I officially have a broken heart.

    My name is Ashley Davies and I’m in love with Spencer Carlin.

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    Comments

    1. Amazing update, kinda sad though. I feel bad for ash. Everyone is on the sad parts of their spashley stories right now and its killin me lol. Can’t wait for the next update!

    2. Another great update! It’s actually kinda funny considering alot of other people have Ash as being the total bad ass, but you went a total different route and its good. I do feel bad for Ash, and hopefully things get better for them..love love love it PMS!

    3. I really like this Ashley. She is sensitive. She thinks about how others feel a lot more. That makes her definitely more loveable (not that we don’t love a bad ass too). I can’t imagine how she feels without having that constant loving contact from family. Lonely is definitely the word. I feel so sad for her. Her broken heart, especially when you can tell that she needed to be truly loved. Oh Spencer what did you do?!Loved the update baby. (And yes, I can read between lines love. *smile*) More please. Just More.

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