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Broken Heart – (Chapter: All my life)
The first time I looked into her eyes I knew she was the one. The one I’ve been waiting for. The one I’ve been praying for. The one that was going to deliver me from all this loneliness. She became my everything. She was the first thing I thought about when I woke up and the last when I went to sleep. She became the reason why I went to school. She became the reason why I finally started to come out of my shell. I was letting her see the real me. She just inspired me to do that.
Deep down I knew it was going to be so hard. I could see that she had issues. I could see she was afraid and that it was extremely difficult for her to trust. But I thought she trusted me. I thought she was letting me in. The way she looked at me made me feel like she loved me. Like she really cared. Unfortunately for me I was wrong. There is no other reason for her to have cheated, right?
Cheated, played, whatever. It’s the same damn thing to me. She didn’t want me. She never did. I mean why would she? I’m nothing special. Just the daughter of a washed up rock star that is extremely shy and somewhat intelligent. That’s all. She can have anybody she wants. She’s so beautiful, confident, lovable, she’s just amazing.
I guess I was just fooling myself. Why would Spencer Carlin ever want me? I should of known better. I just wish my heart would listen to my head and move on. Instead of crying whenever any love song comes up in the radio or whenever I even think about her.
Case in point what’s playing on the radio now, the tears just won’t go away.
I will never find another luva sweeta than you,
Sweeta than you
And I will never find anutha luva more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me you’re like my mother
Close to me you’re like my father
Close to me you’re like my sister
Close to me you’re like my brutha
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing
And all my life
I’ve prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life
I’ve prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you’re all that I’m thinkin’ of…..baby
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You’re all I’m thinkin’ of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you
And all my life, baby, baby, I’ve prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I’ve prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me
You’re all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down
You’re all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
You’re all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too
All my life
I’ve prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I’ve prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I’ve prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I’ve prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
Yes, I prayed for her. Yes, I prayed for her too love me too. Yes, she became like the family I always wanted. Yes, I hoped she felt the same way too. Yes, that was my mistake. And yes, I officially have a broken heart.
My name is Ashley Davies and I’m in love with Spencer Carlin.
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I Love it. This version of Ashley is so easy to relate to. I agree with AdditUp everyone is on their said parts of their stories. Viva la Spashley…. They better be together in the next chapter. lol.
Amazing update, kinda sad though. I feel bad for ash. Everyone is on the sad parts of their spashley stories right now and its killin me lol. Can’t wait for the next update!
Another great update! It’s actually kinda funny considering alot of other people have Ash as being the total bad ass, but you went a total different route and its good. I do feel bad for Ash, and hopefully things get better for them..love love love it PMS!
great update! pms!!!!!!!!!!!!
that is so sad spence borke both or their hearts please put spashley back together please Great writing PMS hope u and the gf are doing great Later dayz
I really like this Ashley. She is sensitive. She thinks about how others feel a lot more. That makes her definitely more loveable (not that we don’t love a bad ass too). I can’t imagine how she feels without having that constant loving contact from family. Lonely is definitely the word. I feel so sad for her. Her broken heart, especially when you can tell that she needed to be truly loved. Oh Spencer what did you do?!Loved the update baby. (And yes, I can read between lines love. *smile*) More please. Just More.
so they are both heart broken that’s sad pms
i’m really liking this story. i love how they both shared who they really were only with eachother.great update!pms!!