"Shhhh it’s o.k." I hear her voice again. I’m not shaking anymore it had stopped

I look up her brown eyes are looking down on me she smiles when she realize I acknowledge her presents.

"What did you do to me?" I ask. My voice is raspy from the screaming. I look around this is not a hospital room. I’m lying on a queen size bed the room has windows and a brown closet it looks like some rich girls bedroom. "Where am I?"  

"Which one first?" she finally answers. I give her my best scary look.

She giggles a bit then begins

"You are in my house, Because of what I did to you." ‘what?!’

"And what was that exactly?!" I asked angry now.

"I gave you an illegal drug, and then hypnotized you." She said not missing a beat.

"WHAT?! What drug??" I said loudly.

"Peyote" she whispered ashamed like and looked away.

"WHAT I can’t believe you! I’m not screwed up enough you go and do that to me?! What kind of doctor are you!?" I tried getting up but then I noticed I was tied to the bed by my legs with some sort of straps.

"I may be a crazy doctor but I’m not a stupid one" she replied gesturing toward the restrains.

"Look I appreciate the effort but I really have to go now." I said hopefully

"Where?" she asked

I was confused… I have been running for so long… I gain back some sense

"Away!" I almost beg.

"It won’t be responsible of me to let you go in your condition." She said seriously now.

"No but it was responsible of you to give me peyote!?" I scream

"Look I knew what I was doing. it’s safe. Nothing will happen to you I used a very small dose I just couldn’t do it at the hospital but I’m working on a thesis about it so it’ll be legit… never mind…" yea I was kind of bored.

"Listing, I can take care of myself just let me go I won’t tell anyone about the drug I promise!" I was begging now hoping it will get trough to her.

"Yea I bet you can. Lets see umm… you where found unconscious on a bench I bet after yet another uncontrollable seizure that ended badly cus’ you couldn’t shake it off this time. you’re mostly in your head with only sole moments of clarity and oh right don’t forget about the self mutilation." I looked up surprised at that. How did she…

"I saw the cuts and the scars beneath the cuts… maybe I do know what I’m doing ha? How far do you think you can get with all I have mentioned?" I look down she has a point wait a point only a sane person will get I’m not sane! I’m crazy. Maybe not? ‘oh no you are crazy’ I heard her voice ‘I’m trying’ I begged in my head ‘what do you think you can just wish us away?’ she replied ‘you have to keep running they will find you and when they do they will finish their job!’ then I heard him ‘you are a sinner wait till I get my hands on you again I’ll show you…’ snap out of it don’t let them take control it’s all in your head!

"IT’S too much!" I scream aloud I feel her there fussing around as I grab my head "GET OUT OF MY HEAD" I order. I open my eyes she is talking to me but I can’t hear her "I’m sorry" I tell them "I didn’t mean to be like this" my head is hurting bad it feels like it’s going to explode they are all talking at once "never been… good… bad… dirty… killed your…" then it all stops I’m freezing suddenly and I’m wet "HHHHAAAAA" I scream as I try to get away form the terrible cold but the hands are holding me down. Then I hear her voice again.

"Just a little bit longer just a bit shhhhhh relax Angel relax" I don’t know how it happened but I felt one of my pieces return back to its place… just another 999 shatters to go…