“no your asses are two fat for a pony.”

“man fuck you my ass is in tip top shape.”

“um gross didn’t want to hear that.”

“you brought up my ass so I take it you did but back on subject glen she chose and I want to keep my hopes up but I can only write for so long until my pen runs out of ink and we call it a day.”

“that was deep man.”

“focus fool.” Goodness

“look I don’t think ash will give up that easily, you want me to talk to her?”

“no if she has something to say it should be to me.”

“ok well look, I love you your are my best friend and my sister and I would love to see you and ash together but I really don’t want you to be here wasting your time while she lives it up. If you don’t hear from her than take that as your cue to move on and find another love. I know it wouldn’t be as strong but if you try you can be happy. Do what you need to do Spence but remember you’re here to get sober first. Everything else is a distant second. If you need me you can always call me and Jessie seems amazing, and hot so I think you should really pay attention to what she brings to the table, you know some hanky panky?”

“I love how you ruin this deep moment with your ridiculous reference to sex, you make me proud.”

“and proud I am.” He gives a huge smile and looks up as the waiter brings us our food.

We don’t waste anymore time talking, glen had to leave so we just ate our food talked about all the hotties in the world and threw the occasional French fry when the waiters weren’t looking. It was times like these that made me wish I wasn’t such a fuck up and was back at home with my brother and friends.

I knew I had a lot of work ahead of me before I could go back.

We reluctantly get up and start the walk back to campus. Glen had to be back on the bus and on his way home. I didn’t want him to leave but I knew he had to.