BPOV

Ever since Edward died, my life has been turned upside down. I still cannot believe that it has been almost three years since that fateful car accident. With every day that passes it gets easier for me.  Yet my heart still aches for the love that I no longer had.

We had just finished our freshman year of collage together. One night, driving home from a party, we were hit while going through an intersection, by a drunk driver. That was the day that my life turned upside down. Waking up in the hospital two weeks later was the most painful experience I have ever had. I had turned to see if Edward was sitting beside me and realized he wasn’t there. 

Instead, my two roommates and best friends, who I have known since I was ten, were sitting there. They met my questionable gaze and just stared at me.

“Where’s Edward?” I asked

“Bells, why don’t your go back to sleep. You were in a major car accident and both of your legs were broken. You have been out for two weeks, and I think you need to get some more rest, so your body can heal.” Jasper said calmly.

At that, my eyes rolled into the back of my head and the blissful darkness caught my attention once again. Two more days had passed before I woke up again. I woke up to a nurse standing over me, putting some type of drug into my IV. Scanning the room I found that nobody was there.

“Excuse me, do you know where my boyfriend and friends are? My boyfriends name is Edward and my friends are Jasper and Emmett.”

“I am sorry dear” the nurse replied. “It is Wednesday morning and your friends don’t get here until the afternoon. As far as your boyfriend, I am sorry, I haven’t seen him”

Looking back at that moment, I realized that the nurse was actually hiding something from me. Afraid of being the one that broke the news to me, she had told me that she had not seen Edward. The fact was she hadn’t seen him because she knew that he had died in the accident.

My heart still aches thinking about when Emmett and Jasper walked into the hospital a few hours later.  When I was screaming at Jasper, I was finally able pull the story out of him. I wish I hadn’t.