“You’re beautiful.” I whispered, just loud enough for her to hear. I could see her blush at my open admiring of her body. I laid back down, fully on top of her. I heard her gasp as our nipples brushed against each other.

“I promise I will be gentle.” I whispered in her ear. I moved my hand down, and ran my fingers through her wet folds. Our eyes were locked as I circled her hole. I moved my lips down to hers and gave her the softest kiss I’ve ever managed in my whole life. I pressed my forehead against hers and slowly guided my finger inside her. She was so soft and warm and my heart felt like it was about to burst. I felt her shift and spread her legs a bit more, and I started slowly moving my finger in and out.

“Feels good?”

“God yesss.” She whimpered. I looked down at her, and she pulled me into a kiss. After a couple minutes, she started letting out little moans. I almost forgot to breathe. I added one more finger, and within seconds, I felt a tightening.

“Oh Ashley!” She yelped as she clenched around my fingers.

I laid down beside her on my bed, and she snuggled into my side.

“I love you.” I said, turning to face her.

“I bet I love you more.” She said as she reached up and kissed my cheek.

I wish that was the truth.

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After school ended that summer, things started to get interesting. Her mom was living with Ben, her dad was working like crazy to take his mind off his pain. Clay was taking some summer classes, and Glenn was at basketball camp to try and get the strength in his knee back. My mom, like always, was busy with her man of the hour, and my dad was doing what he did best; stay away from me.

That left for a lot of Spencer-Ashley time. And it was defiantly good time. We made a lot of trips to a deserted beach, just me and her, a big blanket and a cooler full of beer for me and diet coke for her. It was nice to be just the two of us. With no one around, Spencer wasn’t afraid to do anything. We spent many nights on that blanket, showing each other how much we loved one another.

On one of these beach days, we we’re sitting with our arms wrapped around each other, watching the sun set. We sat in a comfortable silence, just enjoying each others presence.

“Spencer. Maybe it’s time that we start to tell people about us.” I said, still starring into the sunset.

“What about us?” She asked. Ouch.

“That we are together. In love, whatever. I don’t think it’s right to lie to everyone.”

“Do you really think that’s a good idea?” She said, turning to face me.

“Yeah, I really do. I mean, how long will this go on? Pretending to be ‘just friends’. I just think it would be nice if my girlfriend would hold my hand in public.”

“Well give me some time Ashley. I just don’t want my family’s reaction to hurt our relationship.”

“Do you think it could hurt our relationship Spencer? Does it really matter what they think or say? It’s not about them Spencer, it’s about me and you.” I could feel the tears starting to form in my eyes. And believe me, I am not a crier. It just started to scare me to think that maybe this meant more to me than it did to her. Maybe I was just someone to kill the time with.

“Come on Ashley. You know what my Mom’s like.”

“Okay, you win Spencer. Whenever you think the time is right, you tell them. I guess for now, let’s just enjoy the rest of the summer.”

“Sounds like a plan.” She said with a smirk, and leaned over to kiss my cheek. She cuddled into me further, and I couldn’t help but wonder if she would ever tell her family.