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    Loved and Lost – (Chapter: One- Look My Way)

    Story written on June 14, 2007 by GirlTrash.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=14738
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    Ashley struggles to gain recognition from an embittered Spencer.

    Unfortunately, this peace couldn’t last forever, and Spencer had a suspicious feeling Ashley was going to be waiting outside the door to speak with her. It was getting frustrating, after all, she had worked so hard to try and forget her, and now he found that any feelings she thought she may have smothered had just been hibernating. And her ominous feeling proved to be correct as she exited the poorly stocked classroom only to find Ashley waiting in the hallway.

    Watching Spencer exit the classroom, Ashley tensed a bit, waiting for her to separate from the crowd before jogging to catch up to her. “Spencer, slow down… Just listen to me…” She sounded frustrated, her arm reaching forward and grabbing Spencer’s, turning her enough so they were face to face. Spencer rolled her eyes, yanking her arm away but stopping as she stood there, staring at Ashley, “What! What could you possibly have to say to me!” She shouted, not caring if anyone heard, she just wanted Ashley to go away and leave her alone.

    “I’m sorry okay? I can’t handle you being mad at me, I am not asking you to forgive me or take me back, just please, stop ignoring me.” Ashley stood, her voice considerably softer that Spencer’s. Spencer shook her head, eyes widening a bit, “You really don’t get it do you? I was ready to give up everything just to be with you. My friends, family, my life, all of it I would have readily sacrificed just to get the chance to love you….” Spencer looked at the ground, swallowing back tears before she looked back up at her, “And you took that, and you threw it away. Once you give so much of yourself to someone, you can’t ever get it back. Every time I look at you I am reminded of how foolish I was, thinking I could ever trust you.”

    Ashley stood in stunned silence, soft tears rolling from her eyes. She was right, she was selfish, she had taken advantage of Spencer . “Just please, leave me alone. I can’t stand to be around you.” It had sounded more cruel than Spencer had intended. But, she would have said anything if she thought it would make Ashley go away. And, the point was enough because Ashley was no longer reaching towards her or pleading for forgiveness. Instead, she looked wounded and broken, her hands lifting to wipe at her face, “Spencer, I chose you. In the end, you’re the one who matters to me to most, and even if you don’t want me around, I am always going to feel that way. I just don’t want you to hate me. Please don’t hate me.”

    “I could never hate you.” Spencer responded, regretting it a moment later although the sight of Ashley’s features brightening did ease the guilt plaguing her heart. It was true though, no matter how bitter she had tried to forced herself to be, she could not bring herself to hate her. It was just too much for her to handle.

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    2. Yeah, this story is really good. I was so disappointed that Ashley got back with Aiden, such a bonehead move. I have been thinking about season 3 and I finally considered something that I didn’t before, if Ashley gets back with Aiden this season, I don’t see how Spencer would EVER get back with her, because she would have got back with Aiden, the person she was already worried about, the person she trusted and called a friend. I just don’t see how Spencer would ever get back with her, if there is Ashden this season, I know I wouldn’t, no matter how much I loved the person.But back to this story, Im glad to see Spencer acting so cold, Ashley deserves. I wish that Spencer would have called out certain things about Ashley to Ashley, in public. Ashley deserves to hurt more, before Spencer even gives her a .001% at a chance of forgiveness. Because there is nothing Ashley can say. She didn’t choose Spencer, she choose Aiden, which was a mistake, but its hers, she made it, and now she is gonna gave to attempt to live with it. I loved Spencer’s tirade, and I hope she does something like that in the actual show, because its the truth, she was willing to sacrifice any and everything to be with Ashley, and Ashley was selfish and took it for granted and abused Spencer’s feelings. And she deserves much more pain than these past 3 months where she was fucking Aiden. So, I feel no sympathy for her right now.But good start and I hope you update again soon.

    4. Yeah, this story is really good. I was so disappointed that Ashley got back with Aiden, such a bonehead move. I have been thinking about season 3 and I finally considered something that I didn’t before, if Ashley gets back with Aiden this season, I don’t see how Spencer would EVER get back with her, because she would have got back with Aiden, the person she was already worried about, the person she trusted and called a friend. I just don’t see how Spencer would ever get back with her, if there is Ashden this season, I know I wouldn’t, no matter how much I loved the person.But back to this story, Im glad to see Spencer acting so cold, Ashley deserves. I wish that Spencer would have called out certain things about Ashley to Ashley, in public. Ashley deserves to hurt more, before Spencer even gives her a .001% at a chance of forgiveness. Because there is nothing Ashley can say. She didn’t choose Spencer, she choose Aiden, which was a mistake, but its hers, she made it, and now she is gonna gave to attempt to live with it. I loved Spencer’s tirade, and I hope she does something like that in the actual show, because its the truth, she was willing to sacrifice any and everything to be with Ashley, and Ashley was selfish and took it for granted and abused Spencer’s feelings. And she deserves much more pain than these past 3 months where she was fucking Aiden. So, I feel no sympathy for her right now.But good start and I hope you update again soon.

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