Ashley’s POV

When did things get so complicated? How did they? Why did they? I thought of these things as I took another drag of my ciggarette. Yeah I know smokings bad for you, lung cancer and all that, but that’s all I have to calm me down right now. She says she loves me but… Why does she do this to me? I lightly graze my shoulder with my right hand and flinch at the pain. Yep that’s a bruise for sure. Damn it! Why does she do this? She knows how much I love her and that I’ll always be there for her but she… God I can’t even say it. Lindsey what am I goin to do about you? I love you and I want to marry you but why do you hurt me? Closing my eyes I pictured her, her sleek brunette hair that smelled so good, and that lotion she uses, it was a vanilla mixed with sandalwood. Her gentle green eyes, those arms of hers that make me feel safe. Yet when I think of my girlfriend again Spencers face slowly came into focus. How her smile seemed to light up the room and her adorable head tilt that always got me to do whatever it is she wants or needs, she’s so cute… What The Fuck?! I did NOT just think of my best friend like that!! Oh my god, Oh my god…Lindsey was right. I am a bad girlfriend….

Spencer’s POV

Oh god I can’t move. What happened? Ugh, my stomach is killi- the baby! Oh my God! My baby! I tried lifting myself off the floor but my body was too sore and stiff from being knocked out on the floor for so long.

My roommate still isn’t back. She said she’d leave for the weekend, thinking Gage and I would need ‘quality’ time. Yeah right. Quality time for him to beat me. I wish Ash didn’t leave so quickly, once Gage showed up she bolted. I guess she didn’t want to interfere or something. If only she had stayed…

I hope she loves my baby, what am I saying? Ash loves kids, she has like a ba-gillion neices and nephews who all love her and she loves them… I wonder if she’d like a boy or a girl? Maybe I’ll ask her.