I was dreading my plan but I knew I had to do it. I had to do SOMETHING, and I picked this. So that day (Saturday) finally came and I got in my truck and drove to Seattle. I was nervous the whole way there. What if I hooked up with a boy and then Edward came back tomorrow and I had to tell him the horrible deed I had done. I shook my head furiously, I didn’t care about him anymore, it was time to try to move on, or at least try too. I urged my car to move slightly faster so I could get to Seattle before losing my courage.

We are going have fun tonight I said to myself quietly. I went to the first club I saw, it was called club Ice. I slowly making my way to the bar and took a seat and sat there awkwardly for a few minutes. After that I thought what the hell, I don’t care anymore and I ordered a couple of shots to take the edge off. Yes stupid, but I didn’t care. I had around four shots when things started getting interesting. A guy came up to me (clearly drunk if he found me attractive) and asked to buy my drink. I thought why not? What will happen if I get another shot?

After that shot, I started talking to him. He was very polite and didn’t seem intoxicated at all but what did I know I was smashed. He told me his name was Elliot and he was 20 working as an artist. He talked about movies and all sorts of stuff. He asked me out to dinner and I said yes. I don’t know why I said yes but I did. I felt safe with him. What do I know, maybe it was the alcohol. But besides Edward of course, Elliot was the most beautiful person I had ever met in my entire life.

He had love snow skin and dark black hair that cover a great deal of his face I complimented him on his hair, I really liked it, it framed his face nicely. He was sort of surprised by my comment for some reason. He said quietly “but I have blond hair”, and I laugh at him. I said back “I might be tipsy but I knew what color it is and it is in fact black”. He didn’t respond so I continued to look at him. It was a very nice contrast between his skin and his hair. He seemed very rock and roll with his black skinny jeans and red converse. I loved his body it was perfect (accept for of course, not beating Edward’s) I got lost looking at him over all that I gasped when I saw his ruby eyes. He was a vam vam vam-pire. What have you gotten yourself into Bella?

i was going to die to night, i was sure of it, there was no Edward here to save you this time.