“Nothing happened between me and Brooke. And nothing ever will.” Ashley says breaking the silence.

“Why not, you love her right.” I say refusing to look at her even though I know she’s looking at me.

“I love a lot of people Spencer, but I’m only in love with one.” She says and I just sit there in silence. After a minute goes by and I still haven’t said anything she starts to speak again. “Brooke was my first in a lot if ways. The first girl I kissed, my first girlfriend, first person I ever had sex with and the first person I was ever in love with.” She says quietly. “So yes Brooke is someone I love. But only as a friend, the same way you love Mia and Jessica. And she knows that because even though you were at home doing who knows what with Stacy, I told her that we could only be friends. I told her I’m in love with you.” After she says that I finally look over at her.

“Stacy only came over to get some papers for school. Nothing happen between us, she only stayed long enough to get what she needed.” I tell her.

“Did you want something to happen with her.” She asks and I look at her like she’s crazy. How could she even think I would want to be with someone else?

“No! I might have been mad at you but I’d never cheat on you.”I say standing up to only stand in front of her.

“I know. I’m sorry. I’m jus… I love you so much Spencer.” She says and we lock eyes.

“You’re my first.” I whisper.

“What?” She asks clearly haven’t heard my whispered words.

“You’re the first person I’ve been in love with.” I say resting my hands on either side of her, our faces inches apart. “I’m sorry about those things I said on the porch early, and I’m sorry if over these last couple of days if I caused you any type of pain. I’m new to this love thing so… sometimes I make stupid decision or say stupid things. Please forgive me for not being sure of how to love you.” I tell her and she moves closer so know her lips are lightly touching.