“You don’t need to be forgiven you’re doing a great job.” She says against my lips before we finally kiss.

The kiss lasted to we had to break for air and when we did I sat back down beside her. She rested her head on my shoulder. For the rest of the night we just held hands and sat in silence till it was time for me to go home.

Ashley’s POV

It’s been two days since me and Spencer kissed and made up. I’m still falling more and more in love with her everyday. Right now we’re at her house getting ready for bed. She promised me that she’ll stay the weekend at my house if I spend the night with her tonight. So here I am, waiting on her to come back from the bathroom.  Speaking of my beautiful girlfriend she just walked into the room wearing some pajama pants and a little t-shirt.

“Hey.” I say smiling at her while moving the covers back so she can climb into bed with me. She gets into bed and makes herself comfortable before giving me a kiss on the cheek. “Are you ok, Spence?” I ask this because she’s been very quiet since I got back from going to get some cloths from home.

“Paige called me, when you went home,” I lift my head off her chest to look at her. “She’s meeting my mom for dinner tomorrow and they want me to come.” She finishes telling me moving her gaze from me to her bedroom ceiling.

“Are you going to go?” I ask lying my head back down on her chest.

“I don’t know.”

“I think you should go. I think it will be good for you. I mean you want be free of her till you confront her and tell her everything you’ve been holding in, wanting to say to her.” I say closing my eyes.

“Have you talked to Rich?” My eyes pop back open when she asks this question. We haven’t really talked that much about my rape. Actually this is the first time she’s brought it up first. And I don’t think I’m ready for those questions she probably wants to asks, not just yet.  

“No.”I answer closing my eyes again. “So are you going to see your mom?” I asking, hoping we can just go back to talking about her mom.

“I don’t know, maybe. I have to think about it some more.” She says rubbing circles on my back. “I love you Ashley.”

“I love you too, Spence.”

That’s the last thing we say before we both get quiet and sleep takes over.

TBC