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    Not Ready to Make Nice

    Story written on January 14, 2007 by Jacqueline.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=13178
    Author Notes:

    One-Shot taking place a month or so after the season 2 finale. Deals with character emotions rather than someone getting shot.

    After you made your choice, did you expect me to be quiet about it? Yeah, I said some things. He even wrote me a note saying that I should just shut up, find a new hobby. That if I didn’t quit talking about it, thinking about it, my life would be over, and I’d be nothing but a hole full of heartache. A note saying that you didn’t love me, anymore.

    I’m not ready to make nice

    I’m not gonna be nice about it. You don’t have the right to tell me I should.

    I’m not ready to back down

    I’m not going down without a fight. You both think it’s over, that I’m just gonna take it sitting down. It’s a shame.

    I’m still mad as hell

    I’m at the point where you’re just so mad that you start laughing. I don’t know, maybe it will make it go away.

    And I don’t have time to go round and round and round

    I’m sick of going back and forth on this. It’s like I’m stuck on a circular highway, left to forever travel around and around, until I just collapse.

    It’s too late to make it right

    It’ll never be the same, again.

    I probably wouldn’t if I could

    I don’t think I’d change it, though.

    ‘Cause I’m mad as hell

    I rather like being mad like this. Put all your anger in what you need to get done, and it turns out one hundred percent better than what it could have been, had you done it while being exceedingly happy. Which is how you are now, I bet.

    Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should

    You tell me that I should just accept it and be nice about it. I can’t bring myself to do that. I can’t bring myself to accept you thinking that it’s so easy just to forget about this. I know, deep down, that you’re wondering whether you did the right thing or not.

    I’m not ready to make nice

    I’m sick of being nice about everything. So from here on out, I’m not. Starting with this. This…whatever this is.

    I’m not ready to back down

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    Comments

    1. Well, now I’m officially depressed. Thanks for that. Maybe you could do a continuation and make Spashley happy again? Cool use of the Dixie Chicks song though.

    3. insertcleveranswer-Sorry I depressed you. And I don’t know about a continuation. I’ll think it over. Thanks for the comment.frakin08-Yeah, it is pretty heartbreaking, but it’s what came to mind when I heard the song, and I had a screaming urge to write it down. I hope I didn’t depress you, as well. Thanks for the comment.=S

    5. Brownie points? Sweet, thanks. And yeah, I don’t like country either, but a friend of mine made me listen to the song and, well, the rest is history.

    6. Well, now I’m officially depressed. Thanks for that. Maybe you could do a continuation and make Spashley happy again? Cool use of the Dixie Chicks song though.

    8. insertcleveranswer-Sorry I depressed you. And I don’t know about a continuation. I’ll think it over. Thanks for the comment.frakin08-Yeah, it is pretty heartbreaking, but it’s what came to mind when I heard the song, and I had a screaming urge to write it down. I hope I didn’t depress you, as well. Thanks for the comment.=S

    10. Brownie points? Sweet, thanks. And yeah, I don’t like country either, but a friend of mine made me listen to the song and, well, the rest is history.

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