“oh…I’m fine thanks though…” Spencer said

“yeah we’re good mom” I told her

“ok…” she said “…bye then” she added walking out of my room

“she doesn’t seem that bad…” Spencer said

“she’s not when people are here…” I told her “…even after Becca and I dated for two years I still don’t think she gets the concept of me being into girls…”

“well what if you dated another girl? Then would she get it?” she asked me smiling

“I don’t know…maybe…” I told her smiling back as she sat on my bed with me

About a week later…Spencer had decided to come out to her parents…her dad was cool, but her mom wasn’t too pleased with the whole thing. Her mom has her opinions about me, but I’m not afraid of her so it doesn’t bother me. I’ve been helping Spencer through just about everything now, and it’s brought us only closer…we still kiss and hold hands, oh and our heavy make out sessions are still occurring frequently, but we’re still not together…I don’t get it.

We were at a party a week after Spencer came out, so then…two weeks after we were in my room and my mom walked in. The party was at some kids house that went to King, and now that Spencer was officially out she was defiantly popular when it came to the other gay girls throughout our school and I couldn’t stand it.

I went to the party with Aiden and Spencer drove herself…Aiden and I were usually the ones that let people come to us…and apparently Spencer was the same way. Aiden and I were on the back patio facing the beach with the tiki torches that led to the water…

“you ok?” he asked me

“yeah I’m fine…” I told him

“you’re lying…” he said “…I know that voice…”

“ok fine…I’m lying…” I said then I turned around to see Spencer on the couch with some girl and the girl had her arm around her “…I can’t take this shit anymore, I mean she’s clearly hot and funny and cute and everything anyone would want in someone…but I know so much more about her than those other clowns…yet she just gives into them, after everything I’ve done for her” I told him