"Spence please you dont understand I was so hurt i couldnt handle all the pain I needed you a year without you it was way to much I felt like i was going to go out of my mind I would do drugs and everyday and drink till I couldnt even remember who I was I ALMOST DIED a couple of times! that was when K helped me she knew she had to care of me because you werent around.. IT was so hard for her too she loved you too Spence!" All this time i was just listening everything was sinking in the truth was painful " in the end K and I needed eachother and the doctors kept telling us that was less change of you waking up as the days went by and the last thing you told us was two make each other happy so we tried Spence" I was speechless once again what was I supose to say how was I supose to handle this god high school does not prepare you for this kind of situations sometimes I wish they were classes like hearbreak 101 or intro to love and hate thats another why school sucks.. she was was just standing there waiting for me to react oh god the things she had done she had almost died for me I know she still loves I can see it in her eyes " Ashley do you still love me?" she turned away like she was hiding from me " Spency please dont ask me that I.. Im engaged.." I took her by the arm and pushed her against the wall locking eyes with her " you were strong enough to climb all the way up here and tell me all this but you aren’t strong enough to look at me and answer me one simple question!" I was now really close to her only inches away from her beutiful sweet lips " Please Spence is not that simple I.. I.." now i could feel her breath our lips were bearly touching "you you what ashley if you dont love me why arent you pushing me away we both know what we want to do right please if you dont love me please stop me now!" with that our lips touched turning into a very heated a kiss a kiss that was full of need, lust, want, and love " NO spence I cant do this to Kayla I.. I just cant.." she said pushing me away and walking towards the door then out of the house..

Kayla’s POV

Its late and Ashley still isnt back I have no idea where she went im staring to get worry.. everything has just been so crazy since Spencer woke up god how much I miss her when I saw her all my feelings came back for her I always loved her and yes I love Ashley too but not the way I feel about Spencer.. god I cant be thinking like this fuck I’m in engaged! I’m supose to only be thinking about Ashley but yet I cant.. i want to talk to Spencer so bad but she wont even let me get close to her.. what kills me is that I know that she still loves Ashley i could see it in the way she looks at her the way her eyes sparkle everytime Ashley is around.. i dont get why things have to end like this all the time is like fuckin laguna beach drama drama drama!

Ashley’s POV

after I left Spencer house I didnt know what to do that kiss.. oh that kiss was magical i miss those lips so much i missed her so much she is so beutiful and amazing.. I love Kayla and all but not like Spencer ..god i love her i still love her! IM still in love of Spencer Carlin!

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