That whole afternoon it was so good for me after some talking about how I feel and a couple a jokes everything started to look a little brighter " so what have you two been doing in this two years?" I had to ask them I needed too I been trying to avoid the question the whole day but I had to know sooner or later it was then when I saw something I havent seen the whole day how could I have missed it.. It was a ring! a ring on Ashleys hand! my heart dropped was she married? no that cant be she wouldnt!? she wouldnt right?!.. now Kayla and Ashley were staing at eachother then back to me "um Spencer we need to tell you something" no wait those words again! please no this is just a dream right?! please let this just be a terrible nightmare… I couldnt even speak I just sat there and listen my heart was beating so fast I could feel it breaking by the second why do I have to go through this all the time I’m starting to think happiness wasnt meant to be for me…

"Spencer we dont want you to take this wrong we love you and missed you so much you have no idea everyday we would pray for you to wake up there were so many nights we would just cry the entire night next to you hoping praying and waiting but after a while it was harder…" now it was Kayla’s turn to talk.. but I cut her off " Are you two together?" i manage to say calmly "Spencer we would never try to hurt you.." I just cut her off again "ARE YOU TWO TOGETHER?" i said this time wit anger in my voice

"Kayla is my fiancee Spencer.. we.. we live together I.. I’m sorry it just happen we needed you… we missed you.. we were close noone else knew the pain we were going through I got into drugs and alcohol again I almost overdose so many times and the only one that helped me to get through that was Kayla.. somehow one thing led to another we kept seeing each other everything just kind of just happen afterwards I.. we never meant to hurt you" I.. I was speechless i was empty I was angry, mad, disspointed, jealous "get out!" "what? spencer please just listen" tears started running down my cheeks "GET OUT i cant I..I just cant right now please GET OUT" Ashley tried to get close to me " Spencer please let us explain…" I just backed away " I Knew it I I.. oh god that day.. that day at rick’s pizza you two were together! werent you! fuck how could i been so stupid!" I was right the whole time! " what? what are you talking about Spencer please let us explain just listen please!" I couldnt even look at them anymore I had to get out of there " GET OUT please not now" all of us were crying now I could see they were hurt they had so much explaining to do but not now they werent hurt as much as I was..

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