Author: Emme (falen_doyle)
Rating: PG to NC-17
Disclaimer: The characters in this story belong to The-N. So, I own nothing and I don’t get anything.
JPairing: Wouldn’t you like to know
Summary: Everything is not what you expect it to be…

This is a AU fic. Don’t let that discourage you…it still is pretty interesting.

Sorry if there are some grammatical mistakes. I’m not the best grammar person.

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The Pursuit of Happiness

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Prologue

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“Go to sleep little baby…”

Her voice used to softly sing to the baby girl. I remember listening to her gentle voice. I knew that she laid there curled up comfortably in our large bed with the little girl close and against her chest. The only sound was her soft voice, the suckling, and everyone’s breathing. It was such a welcomed and expected sound that occurred in the middle of the night. I remember sometimes watching her while she thought I was sound asleep. I remember the loving look she would have as she would look at all of us. I would always be a couple feet away from her. Our son would take up the middle of the bed with his eccentric sleeping ways. Her voice had brought a since of love and security through my body. Now, the voice had disappeared.

“Your momma’s going away…”

I laid in this large bed restless, sleep far way, a distant memory. I held the small little girl close to my body, afraid to let her go. She was a reminder of her, the piece of her heart that was still conscious. Next to her, sprawled out on [i]her[/r] side of the bed was our blonde haired son. The two children was the only thing that gave me a reason to have hope.

Don’t leave nobody but the baby…”

I looked past him at the curtains lightly blowing due to the breeze outside. The moon was bright and casting a glow through the curtains. The glow danced across the room. I had forgot to close the window, but the soft breeze was welcomed. It was comforting.