My world fell away.

My happiness was gone.

“Go to sleep little baby…”

I let my eyes drift back to the two sleeping children. The moon was now dancing across the bed, and shot light across their angelic faces. Both children miss her. It isn’t hard to tell. They both are close to her; she was the one with them constantly. I might have only worked a nine to five job, but that was eight hours that I wasn’t there with them. She had cared for them, nurtured them, taught them, and fed them, everything. She was gone and they knew it. Her son sort of understood what was going on, but still his three year old mind didn’t comprehend all of it. Her daughter, only nine months, took it really hard. She didn’t sleep that much. She was so used to being breastfed, so used to the closeness and warmth that she had given her. I couldn’t give that to her. They had lost one mother and the other was not too far behind if she didn’t pull herself together.

I felt as if someone had ripped my heart out and hit it away somewhere deep inside a coma ridden woman. There was a large hole in my chest and the only thing I felt was the warmth from the blood slowly leaking out.

“Come and be my ever lovin’ baby.”

My happiness had quickly disappeared. Her voice was gone. The comfort and security was gone. I had lost it. I know that everything that was once lost has the possibility to be found, but that would be so much work. That would mean that I would have to find happiness, a happiness that didn’t include her.

I looked at my children, my two beautiful children who depended on me. I was the only one in their lives now.

I owe it to them…

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A/N

Everything is not what you expect…..

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Chapter One

~Teaser~

Her curls framed her face perfectly. She had a mixture of brunette, blonde, and red hair. I had only stepped out of the hospital before bumping into this girl. She looked beautiful, yet held back. She wore large Dior sunglasses that hid half of her face.

“Sorry,” I mumbled. My shyness was slowly filling my body.

She let out a soft laugh that was the sound angel’s must make. “It’s okay. It was my fault; I shouldn’t have been standing in the middle of the walkway.”

My smile curved a little more upward, but it was still simple. Her voice had a mixture of raspy and huskiness that brought shivers down my back.

She pulled the sunglasses so that they were holding her hair back on the top of her head. They reveled whiskey colored eyes that made me immediately want to get drunk looking at them. She had a since of life vibrating off of her. She was different then what I knew, but also similar. She made me smile immediately and that was what made her have some similarities to [i]her[/i].

I got enough confidence to go through my body, “Hello, I’m Spencer Carlin.”

She smiled brightly, her eyes was gazing over my body. “Hi, I’m Ashley Davies.”

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