Madison steps towards me, but I shake my head. “I seriously doubt this.” I point between her and me. “will happen, I don’t do relationships.”

“I never said anything about a relationship.” She purred.

I laugh. “Wow.” I walk towards the door and turn around. “Really… Wow.” I leave and head towards the parking lot.

I am totally not staying around to get attacked once again by some pyhsco who thinks that I will automatically give myself to them.

Jesus! I figured it out! everyone is a whore in this century!

I shove my key into the ignition and smile as my car purrs to life.

Next thing I know my passenger door is swinging open. “What the fuck, I don’t want you!” I yell.

Spencer sits down and looks at me with her deep blue eyes and I sigh in relief.

“Spencer.” I smile softly.

She closes the door and I speed off.

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“Turn here.” She says barely over a whisper.

This is the firs thing she has said since she got in my car over an hour ago.

She is one weird girl fo sho! That so didn’t sound right. Movies…

I park into a parking lot. I turn off the car and look around. A beach….. what the fuck?! why is there a kid swimming in the water??!??!?

Beach water is too polluted for human life to safely be in without causing major health problems. Jesus Christ.

I look over at Spencer. She is just staring at the water, breathing hard.

“Madison Huh?” she whispered still staring at the beach.

I raise my eyebrows in alarm. “Hell no. she attacked me!”

Spencer turns her head towards me and for the first time the whole day and small smile tugs at her lips.

“Spencer…” I whisper, not knowing what to say. “Common.”

I open my car door and go over to hers slowly open the door. “Common. Today, nothing but everything matters.”

I hold out my hand and she looks at it questioningly until she grabs it and I pull her up.

I hope to be keeping it like that for a while.

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We are sitting on the beach just staring at the ocean.

So I have gathered that it is safe, to swim? Without getting cancer?

To say that I am still baffled defies everything.

I look over to her as the wind blows her hair in her face slightly. “Spencer, I need you to say something.” I whisper.

Her head slowly tilts towards me, “I will say something when you do.” she whispers back trying to look for something in my change in demeanor.

“That cant happen.” I mumble, playing with the sand. “The less you know, the safer you will be.”

“Safe from what?”

I can feel her staring whole through my skull. What is it with this girl that makes me want her to know everything. To let her into the darkest part of me life.

“Me.” I crack. “You trusted me with such an important event. But… it’s different with me, Spencer. I’m different.”

We sat in silence as the waves splashed our feet.

“Then I guess we go back and pretend we were never anything.”

 where we ever anything? do i feel something for her that could break my existance here?

She gets up and brushes herself off and walks away. My heart sinks and I sigh.

This girl will be the death of me.

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