VISIT FROM DANA

ALICE:  Who could that be?  It’s cool, I need a break from cleaning I guess.  It takes my mind off Dana, sometimes.  Oh, it’s Dana.  Here we go.  She must have an issue with *****’ Tonya.  No, Im not bitter.  Be cool, she’s coming up.  Ok, be calm.  Nothing’s going to happen.  She’s just going to talk about Tonya.  Damn she looks so good.

DANA:  Ok, just gonna vent about Tonya taking 15%.  That’s it.  I’m so upset right now.  I need my best friend.  I mean I always go to her.  I can’t think of kissing Alice.  What the?  Oh wow.  I am thinking about kissing her.  She looks so good.  What did she do?  Her skin looks great.  Look at her.  She’s adorable.  Why am I shy all of a sudden? 

ALICE:  Wow, Tonya can deal.  I have to admit that.  She admitted that Tonya brainwashes her a little.  Look at her.  She looks so good.  What?  She just complimented me.  Since when?  Are we flirting?  She wants me to feel her thigh?  Oh God, her thigh is… I just want to slip my hand… I can’t… rules, Alice.  She’s just looking at me.  Am I reading this right? She looks adorable.  Theres something different.  I feel the tension.  Rules dang rules.  Am I in high school?  Why do I feel so shy?  Ok, she’s still with Tonya. Say something.  Break this now before it goes any farther, because she’s still with Tonya.  You cannot mess things up for her, Alice.  At least not more than you already have.

DANA:  Ok, whew.  I thought I was just gonna have to take her right there.  The bedroom was right there.  If she even made a move, I would’ve went for it.  How could I not? Im a little disappointed though.  What?  Dana…Dana… what are you thinking?  You’re marrying Tonya.  Alice is your best friend.  But, why can’t I stop thinking about kissing her again.  Can’t we be friends who kiss?  Yeah right, Dana.  That’ll fly well with everyone.  I’m so wrong for even thinking it.  Tonya has no idea.  She’s so focused on our future.  Or should I say her future.  I’m still a little bitter.  I still can’t believe her cut.  Is she really brainwashing me?  Why do I let her get her way?  Al would never do that to me.  Do I love Tonya?  She’s good for me.  No, what am I feeling for Alice?  I love her so much, but for more than what we have now?  Can I really risk that?  We already crossed the line.  Kissing her feels so right though.  I want to cry, because Im so scared of what Im feeling.  Its not physical, its so much more.  I know it.  I feel it, but Tonyas been so good to me.  But since Alice kissed me, I feel nothing with Tonya.  Like I lost interest or something.  What does that mean?  Ive always pushed my attraction for Alice wayyyyy down because never in my wildest dreams did I think she and I would ever.  I dont get it.  We agreed to never sleep with each other.  So, I just let that go.  But, I need her.  Shes the only person I really trust and shes always there for me.  Am I in love with her?  This is driving me crazy.  I’m so confused.