“I saw you,” fuck me anything but this. “I saw you watching her…I know that you love her. I knew it then, but you will have to gain our trust back.”

God this is a dream, I’m going to wake up and they’ll all be chasing me down the street with pitch forks and torches wanting to kill me.

“I can do that… just tell me what to do and I’ll do It.” it’s as simple as that; I’ll do anything for her.

Her face hardened her eyes still in that rage and the reason I’m here is because of her. They can’t scare me away; what ever they do I’m not leaving her again.

“Ok…you too skinny.” fuck, she has stop doing this, I have no fucking clue if she hates me or not. “What where ever you went they didn’t have food?”

Ha-ha shit, I shouldn’t but god laugh this is way too funny.

“Yeah they had food, it just wasn’t that good.” a faint smile slowly creeping over her face, maybe I should’ve done the whole pout thing. “I really am sorry…I was dead without her. She saved me and I love her.”

My hands look so weird; I have never really looked at them. Say something, tell me that I have to fight a dragon or something, just stop the silence. She walks closer, a fear that she’ll hit me, but instead she pulls me into that hug. Fuck she’s short, I seriously thought she at least six feet tall, and like a body builder or something.

“I thought you hate me?” it escapes my lips before I can even think, shit I shouldn’t have said that.

“I don’t hate familia…I was just worried about you.” just hearing this god I have to be high, or drunk. “Let’s go down before Carmen thinks I murdered you.”

Fuck now I just have to deal with the others, shit I hope Carlos isn’t here. Walking back down the hall, pictures of the family when there younger. The last picture right before the staircase, she’s missing her front tooth and her hair in braided pigtails. Fuck she was cute.

“Hey mami can we eat yet?” her voice cutting through the clatter, fuck she’s always all about food.