Bette was still very much ” In Love “   with Tina . And she still hoped with all her heart that, Tina was also ” In Love “   with her . All these thoughts and feelings were running a mile per sec in Bette’s mind . Her emotions were running high and Bette knew for sure that , this was true in Tina’s case also .

They were both in same state of mind trying the fathom this fateful occurrence of their meeting after all these years . Its was as if , someone up there , in the Heavens couldn’t stand them being apart any more !!!!! They were after all ,” The Destined Souls “   –  made for each other , there’s was meant to be . Not everyone gets a chance at this ” Forever ”   and it was high time they realized this .

Bette was so lost in Tina’s beautiful smiling face and those beautiful brown eyes staring back at her with a twinkle of hope and joy in them , that she wasn’t paying much attention to what she, herself , was saying until she heard Tina’s disappointed sigh . Bette quickly snapped out of it and looked at Tina .

It was then , when she noticed all the hurt and subsequently the anger on Tina’s face and felt like all the air had been sucked out of her lungs and all the life had been taken out of her body . ’ Oh god !! what did I say ? ***** !! Way to go Porter, you jerk !! Look at what you did . You are hurting her again . Why do you keep on doing this ? Don’t you ever learn from your mistakes ? Do something Porter !! You can’t mess this up now . Oh god ! she looks so angry . Do something NOW !! ***** !!! ‘

Bette : Errr….. No… !!!!!  No Tina… !! That’s not what I meant , Tee . I..I am sorry .

( Porter are you crazy . Have you lost your mind . Tina must be thinking that you have gone crazy . Look how hurt she looks . *****! Get a grip Porter . Get a grip . ) I do want to have coffee with you, of course . Right now I am just so very happy to see you , that I don’t really care what we are having for drinks as long as we are celebrating and spending time together . Though I would much rather prefer to have a big bottle of champagne . But I guess coffee would be good . Afterall I wouldn’t expect myself to get drunk and miss this golden opportunity to catch up and bond with you like old times . So lets go , shall we ?