Fuck me baby

Last night, she said it to me…

God it had been awful… She had felt her heart drop with the velocity of a stone being thrown of a bridge into ice-cold water.

Tina felt how tears filled her eyes, as she sensed it again, the wrenching of her heart that had caused her to hide out in the bathroom for a very long time.

And cause me so much pain
Just when I think
Ive taken more than would a fool
I start fallin’ back in love with you

As she suddenly realizing something during the silence, Alice inhaled sharply, and drew Tina back into the presence.

Oh my god, Tina! You didn’t talk about Bette all night again did you?

The guilty silence that followed said enough… But obviously Alice required an answer this time as she shouted more than sang into her ear:

99 bottleeeeeeees of BEEEEEEEEEEER

She was very nice about it…

It slipped, Tina hadn’t meant to say it but it slipped, and it was true, she HAD been very nice about it. The deep look into her eyes, telling her it was ok… Off course it had made her feel things. A gorgeous woman was showing interest in her, giving her the sort of attention she hadn’t received in a long long time.

I keep on
Fallin’
In and out of love with you

Why was she making excuses for herself? Why did it in a strange way feel that, by sleeping with Brenda, she had been unfaithful to Bette?

Oh my god! I can’t believe you! How are you supposed to ever get laid if you keep talking about your ex at dates!

I never loved someone
The way that I love you

Tina couldn’t help but snigger over Alice’s words… Maybe Brenda had been a little bit too nice about it. She had been forward, and kind, and when Tina had become nervous when the flirting had become more obvious, she had laid a hand gently over hers. There had been something patronizing in the gesture, Tina saw now, looking back, and suddenly she wondered if Brenda did things like this more often. Shaking her head in disbelieve over her own naivety, Tina thought back on how striking her body had responded as Brenda had moved closer and closer to her.