“Well the first step is admitting you have a problem” continues Alice.

“Wow!” I am stunned. Me, in love! With a total stranger!

“What the hell do I do Alice? Please help me!” I grab her hand; I am frantic at this point.

“Okay, well first of all, let the death grip go. I will need my hands if we are going to Google her.” She says as she gets her laptop out of her bag.

“Okay, T-i- n-a, how do you spell the last name?”

“Um, I think it is K e n n a r d.” I reply

“Hmm, nothing pops. Could it be the French duck spelling?” she asks.

“No Al, It’s not Canard as in the duck. I am sure of that. Maybe it’s her first name. Maybe it is short for something else.”

“Oh good, lets see. Kristina? Christina? Bettina? Oh, that would be cool, Bette and Bettina! Ok, that is just weird.”

“Let’s stick with the obvious okay Al? Try Christina.” Geez, keeping Alice on track is a fulltime job in itself.

“Hey Bette, we got 2 hits on Christina Kennard. There is one in prison for killing her husband with a vacuum cleaner, and the other is head of production at Alphaville Studios.

Which one do you want to try?” She smiles at me which takes a lot of balls. So to speak.

“Best guess Alice, best guess. Let’s go with the one not in prison for now. If things don’t work out, well then, maybe we’ll try later.” I say this a little sarcastically.

“Okay, miss impatient! Here we go.”

“Tina Kennard. Head of Production Alphaville Studios Los Angeles, California. Current position held for 2 years. Youngest person to hold that position in the studios history.

Comes from a small town in North Carolina. No family information available.”

“Hey they have a picture file on this link. Want to have a look Bette?”

Alice brings the link up, and I sit there, staring. She really is the most beautiful woman on earth.

“I take it by the drool running down your chin, that this is the “HOT” blonde you have been searching for.

I am unable to answer. Even on a computer screen, she steals my breath away.

“Okay, Bette. If you are going to ever have a chance at winning this woman’s affections, you have to learn to function in her presence.” Alice laughs at my antics.

“You know what Bette. You should just go home, spend some time on the link getting to know her. And then figure out a plan to get her attention.”

“Um, yeah, okay Alice, I will do that. I’ll call you tomorrow okay. Thanks for your help. Really, thanks.”

“No problem Porter, the sooner I get you off the market, the more women out there for me.”

“Oh yeah, right, now the dirty Bi-sexual is strictly into women? Since when?” I say laughing.

“Since, maybe I might stand a chance with some, if you are hooked up with the “hot” Blonde. Laughs Alice.

“Okay, talk to you tomorrow. Drive home safe, and I’ll talk to you tomorrow. Bye. Alice leaves the caf, and I was left to think about Tina.

Shortly after I make my way home too, and get my bedtime duties over with quickly.

I crawl into bed, and am unable to relax. I turn my laptop on, and search for the link Alice emailed me.

I open the picture of Tina, and lie slowly back and stare at her incredibly beautiful face.

This is not helping me to relax. If anything it is working me up more. I must see her again in person. I need to talk to her, to touch her. I need to make her feel what I am feeling right now. Completely aroused and panting with need. I need release. I need to