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I Wish CH 27
Tina was surprised. More than surprised actually. It led to her next question.
"Why did you sell the house then?"
"Why did you buy the house?"
"Oh, um, well, it’s in a good neighborhood, I love the pool, and the garden. Um, it was a decent price, and well, it was what Angelica knew as home, for most of her short life anyway."
Looking at Tina, Bette knew that there was more she wasn’t being told.
"And?"
Tina turned a bright pink, but know she had to be honest with Bette.
"And, because it was….it was filled with memories. It was filled with familiarity, and it was filled with…you. Your smell, your laugh, your love. It had all of the you, I knew I’d never have again. It has all of our memories within it’s walls, and I wanted to be able to live in those memories. Keep them alive, make sure I always remembered them, and share them with our daughter. I bought it because, it was the only place that ever felt like home to me. I missed it when I wasn’t there, and I wanted, no, I needed to have all of that to hold onto, because I knew I had lost you, and that it was all I would ever have of you again."
Bette watched as the tears slid unnoticed down Tina’s soft skin. They matched the ones creeping down Bette’s face. She slid over closer to Tina, and tentatively put her arm around her. When she felt no resistance, she pulled her gently into her embrace and held her tightly as their tears fell in tandem.
"Those were all the reasons I sold it. I couldn’t bare to be surrounded by you all of the time. When everything happened, and I lost you, I couldn’t function. I couldn’t breathe in the house for all of the memories choking me, pressing me deeper into my pain. I started to hate it there. I couldn’t go into any room and not be bombarded by visions of you smiling, and laughing, or of us together. It was killing me everyday. I thought I would go crazy. So on a whim, I put it up for sale, and then I went to New York to hide from all the memories. To make them go away. When Kit called me and told me there was an offer on the house, I got sick. I was scared to let it go, but I was more terrified of not being able to. So I let it go. I let it go, and I have regretted it every single moment since then."
"Oh Bette, I am so sorry. I never should have taken it from you."
"You didn’t Tina. You didn’t take it from me, I gave it away. Regrettably, that is what I did."
"So now what?"
"What do you mean?"
"Well, what can we do? About this, the house I mean."
"What is there to do Tina? It’s done. It belongs to you. It’s your home, and it’s Angelica’s home. There is nothing to do."
"Well that can’t be. We have to do something. You need your home back."
"Tina. Are you listening to your self? You are not making much sense."
"Yes I am. You are not hearing me."
"Okay,…draw me picture here, because I truly am lost."
"Bette. Your home, is my home. It is Angelica’s home. Fuck. It is only a home when WE are in it. Otherwise it is just a house."
"Tina, are you saying I should move back to the house?"
"It’s your home Bette. It’s where we belong."
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My condolences for your loss. Glad to see a new chapter of this posted. Have a fun vacation.
Great to see a new post thanks for continuing to write this, I hope you can squeeze another one in in the near future.
I am very sorry for your loss and i can relate to it. I recently lost a mother & a brother and it hurts dearly. pps i have missed this story
Great to see an update.
I am sorry for your loss. Hang in there. I am glad that you took the time to post and I hope that it brought you some pleasure. It brought plenty of pleasure to me. Tina has laid her cards on the table and let Bette know that she wants her back in the house as a family.
So sorry to hear about your loss. I can truly understand as I am still dealing with the loss of the two most important people in my life. Take time out for yourself, Vegas is a good start. Glad to see the update. Yes, the should return home together.
Im sorry for your loss and god bless you my friend. Good to see you post and happy that Tina ask Bette to move back home. Take care!
hey there welcome back…sorry for your loss…take care of u; yes, let them all go home at last; love your story as always…as for Vegas, i know nothing….
A lucid honest conversation, how maaaaahvelous
Sorry for your loss. I was happy to see your post. Thank you Great Chapter.
So happy to see you back with such a wonderful update, but sorry that it’s under sad circumstances. Take care of yourself and enjoy Vegas.
CDNGal, My thoughts are with you during this sad time. Thank you so much for continuing this superb story. I loved the way that Bette finally opened up to Tina and began to explain wny she feels the way she does. Their home has been the subject of a lot of pain between them. Great to see that Tina is ready to admit that their house only becomes a home when they are all together. I do hope thatt Bette takes the chance and moves back. Only then can this family begin to heal and reunite completely. All my prayers and thoughts are winging their way to you. let me know if I can help in any way. Thank you so much Your Loyal Fan.