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    I wish…..

    Story written on September 21, 2006 by cdngrl.
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    Number of Comments: 36
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=62513
    Author Notes:

    At whistler Bette comes to her senses, or does she.

    "Tina what the hell do you think we were talking about before she came to the door?"

    "First of we weren’t taking, we were yelling. And secondly, Fuck, never mind, just get out."

    "What?"

    "I said get out! Get out of my room, get out of my life! GET OUT!!!"

    "Tina, you’re just upset at Bette right now, it will pass, don’t take it out on me okay. I am here for you babe."

    "You have 10 seconds to get out of my sight Henry. I never want to see you again, hear from you or think of you again. GET OUT!!!"

    Henry just looked at Tina. Unsure of what to do. He finally started to throw his things into his bag, and with a silent, tortured look back he closed the door behind him as he left.

    Tina sat heavily on the edge of the bed. She glanced over at the crib where her daughter laid and sighed. She remembered the letter Kit gave her and pulled it from her pocket. The feeling of foreboding came over again, and she trembled as she carefully unfolded the letter. She took a deep breath before she began reading.

    Tina,

    I wish I could go back and change one day in our lives. It would be the day that we met. I wish with every breath, that we had never met. That when I looked for the first time into your dazzling eyes, that I had never felt such an amazing connection. Such an instant need of you

    . I wish with every new day, that I had woken up alone for the past nine years as I do everyday now. As I should of all along. As I deserve to.

    I wish you had never felt anything for me. That when I selfishly kissed you that first time, that you had been offended and had walked out the door, never looking back.

    I wish I could have been a different person than I am. One that could have been all you needed. that listened, and helped instead of the hot head I am. I wish I hadn’t been able to charm and seduce you into my life, only to hurt you endlessly over the years.

    I wish there were never happy times to reflect on, to cherish, to miss, or to remember. The torture of these memories is my payment of the hurt I have caused.

    I wish I could be the strong person everyone thought I was. That you truly are.

    I wish that the beautiful daughter you gave birth to didn’t claim my heart so ferociously and completely as no-one ever has or will again.

    I wish that I had never been cruel enough to throw away the love of my life, my soul mate, and best friend for one foolish, demeaning and inexcusable lapse in judgement.

    I wish I could find a better way to say I’m sorry, and to say goodbye.

    Please be happy, you and your daughter. If ever there was anything I wanted and wished for more, it is for you two to be happy. And in ending this letter, I have one more wish, It is that you would forget about me. Completely and entirely. Goodbye my girls.

    Forever in love with you,

    Bette

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    5. I hope this isn’t a suicide note or anything. Tina needs to REALLY think about if she wants Bette out of her & Angelica’s life. She can’t say hurtful stuff and not think it has consequences. Bette needs to regroup and have some time to herself then come back and get her life on track…whether it’s with Tina or without Tina (hopefully it’s with Tina)

    7. Is this torture Pands night? Cuz…I watched Grey’s Anatomy and bawled…I watched ER and bawled…and now I just read this and bawled…I’m going to bed!! But..ah.. this was really good…hope to see more of this!

    14. Why does Tina think that Bette should take her abuse forever!!!!!!!!!!!! Tina is not the only one with feelings, imagine thatand what hers are and what she wants now is so not the important thing. I hate her…..and I am so afraid for Bette.

    18. Love Hurts! I think that you should continue with this story. As a Tibetter I can only hope that Tina will some how convey to Bette that it is Bette that Tina loves and not some guy. Tina has already taken one step towards Bette and that is to get rid of Henry.

    19. I actullay liked the story until the letter. It is so pathetic, so “woe is me”. Come on Bette, you regret everything about the past seven years, even if it didn’t go the way you planned. How pathetic is Bette. BTW….Please continue

    20. Bette is hurting so bad, that she is not thinking logically. Now that Tina has read Bette’s letter, hopefully she will realize that without Bette in her life she will never be whole. She obviously still loves Bette in some capacity or she wouldn’t have canned “Hendick”! They need to sit down and talk. Serious talking. PPS.

    22. wow…that letter would make me fall in-love with bette all over again but hey I’m not tina and I never did fall outa love with Bette and neither did Tina imo…she’s still hurting and it takes time to heal when the one u love breaks a promise of fidelity…great writing…please continue…

    24. Great writing, but so very sad and painful – I just hope that Bette won’t hurt herself, because I got that feeling (creapy)………What about your other wonderful story, I miss it :o)) I hope you’ll finish it. Have a great weekend :o))

    26. Wow – tjat was painful! And the letter so beautiful and heartwrenching. Surely that would melt Tina’s heart – but then where’s the drama? Great start – look forward to the rest.

    27. ok it was pretty good and pretty painfull but why the hell does Bette has to take all the blame over and over and over again. Why is it that in every Tibette story I read Tina has to be the fucking saint???????

    30. i agree with lamentamini…tina doesn’t look like a saint to me here, even if it’s a tibette story, it looks to me like a long way for them to reconnect

    31. Did anyone say this was a TiBette story? I didn’t read that anywhere. I don’t see Tina being a saint here either. In fact, she’s kinda being a cokehead. xD Oh and lol@slipperynipple’s comment! Seriously it made me laugh because I too wish Tina had not tripped and fallen on a dick.

    32. Man, that really did smart. I take it Bette is off to be fitted for some custom made hair shirts, just as soon as she’s done with the self-flagellation. An interesting display of ego turned inside out. Same for Henry getting all hurt when Tina didn’t conform to his assumptions of taking over her family. And why do either of them view Tina as a faultless golden idol when she’s actually kind of crackers?

    33. OK this was a gut rencher and a heart breaker to say the least but what really got me was the way Bette signed the letter! Wow! If Tina doesn’t call Bette or Kit (or someone) to make sure Bette isn’t driving into the ocean somewhere, she’s loonier than I thought she was! (Tina can’t be that dumb/crazy, can she?) Well CDN I loved it, but you didn’t say you were continuing this story – was it just a one nite stand, or will this story be ongoing? It would be nice to see more…please?

    36. Damn you made me cry man this is so sad and so much pain and hurt so bad. Glad Tina kick henrydick out of the picture and now hope she will go after Bette and win her back. Hope you will continue this please, this is good and want to see more, thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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