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Is It Wrong For Me To Love You? – Chapter 5
“Miss what? Me jumping you after every lousy breakup I had,” Tina questioned.
“No, the hot sex. You have to admit I’m the maestro in bed. You’re nothing compare to me,” said Helena smiling smugly.
“Shut up,” said Tina throwing the pillow at Helena, who quickly dodged the flying object with great reflex.
“Thank you for taking care of me. You always have and will always be there for me,” she said smiling at her dear friend.
“Well, it will be hard to get rid of me,” said Helena reaching for the thrown pillow on the floor. She hugged the pillow and smiled.
“I wouldn’t even try,” admitted Tina. She wondered why she couldn’t just love this woman and be happy with her instead of chasing after Bette Porter. If only people can control their heart and just be happy loving someone that loves them – but no…love is stupid and I am stupidly in love with a taken woman, she thought.
After breakfast Tina left for work and came back to her apartment after having dinner with her sister’s family. Miranda again was in her high horse telling Tina to stop seeing Bette after Tina decried her on her extortion scheme. Tina was upset that her own sister and only sister she had is making money off of her misery. Miranda wouldn’t return the money to Bette. She told Tina that if she insisted in being with her for years to come she would sell their story to the tabloid for sure and this time no matter how much money Bette gave her the story will still go to every news media in the country. How can she be such a hypocrite and still think she can maintain her principle and integrity after what she did? If they didn’t came out of the same womb Tina would never speak to her ever again.
Tina was relaxing and watching the 8 PM news program on MSNBC when she heard the knocks on her door. She cracked the door a little and saw Bette standing there. Be strong, she told herself.
“What are you doing here?” Tina asked.
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Uh oh. I feel bad for Tina. It sure looks like Bette just lied to her. I agree with others that Tina knew Bette was married. However Tina has a right to tell Bette of her current feelings. I’m going to hope/trust that you will give us and our girls a satisfying ending! I love your story and eagerly await more.
ok so other than the HUGE strike Bette has against her (marriage) she just lied to Tina, thats STRIKE 2! I will keep saying/writing it….TINA MOVE ON!! This Bette is not worth it, lies, hiding, pretending, manipulations, it’s TOO much. If it is to be she will come after you honestly!
Oh and something else…..Bette was upfront about her situation so it’s understandable she would be stressed/upset about Tina wanting to change the rules. I just would hope that Bette wouldn’t talk mean to Tina anymore because of it. Life isn’t static….most things change. I really hope you can post again soon. Currently, this is my favorite story!
I don’t like what Bette did. She was sincere of her words but unsure if she’ll be able to pull it off. She shouldn’t have said it then because it’s still an empty promise. Thanks for the post!
Ok, so maybe Bette just told Tina a little white lie, but mainly b/c she’s lying to herself. Given the choice of losing Tina forever who wouldn’t say anything she had to… Now we just have to wait & see how this plays out. Bette didn’t say she’d leave her husband tomorrow, so she has some wiggle room in dealing with Tina and when they can ultimately be together. Oh, and Tina’s sister needs to get hit by a train or fall off a cliff! How wretched can one be to sell out your own family? Great post!
Oh this is soo messed up..beautiful!! Hope you’ll soothe things up and make Bette leave the guy..because some people are on strike here LMAO..Personally, enjoying all this drama, please do post soon!
As I stated in an earlier chapter, I believe Tina will still be waiting, many years & elections later for Bette to go through with her decision to leave her husband. It’s not fair to keep someone waiting & holding on to the hope that you’ll be with them and them only. It could take years for Bette to come to a decision. Tina is supposed to wait & lose years of her life & the possibility of another love for Bette? It doesn’t seem like a fair exchange to me. Love is about give & take, not take only. If Bette can’t follow through with what she really wants to do right now or soon, she should be honest with Tina about that fact, & allow her to move on. If they somehow come back together, then it was meant to be, but stop manipulating her heart. Thanks for 2 posts today. I hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving.
Ti, would you pleaseeeeeeeee MOVE ON!!!
wow… first her sister is a nut job… she is looking ahead to seel this story… nice sister… and the little white lie bette told tina, i have a feeling its gong to bite her in the ass and soon… can’t wait to see whats next…pps
I so feel for TIna, poor thing. I can’t wait to read more.
It is a very difficult situation for both. Did Bette said what he said by be jealous of Tina with Helena. // Tina knew the situation from the start, the what she did not know was that she would fall in love with Bette. The same happened with Helena fall in love with Tina. Helena, by be in love with Tina accepted to have at least a friendship with Tina because she knew that Tina’s heart would never be hers, I believe there must be easy for Helena. // Although Bette also admits he’s in love, Tina should follow the example of Helena and let Bette pursue their lives with his family. // And maybe in the future, they may find themselves in different situations.
Will that Bette would be comfortable if Tina too was in another relationship. // I do not believe by reaction she had with respect to Helena. Hahaha.
Bette is totaly manipulating Tina witch is so wrong but she is doing it because she doesn’t want to lose Tina so I will look past it ;) I don’t think Tina will be able to though lol… I’m with Vegas, currently one of my fav story right now so I hope you post again soon…Thanks a bunch for sharing :)
Once again Tina fell for Bette’s sweet nothings while Bette is not even convinced herself if she can give what Tina needed. Bette is playing with Tina’s head and those sweet words are just false promises. Tina being inlove took Bette’s words as a hope that Bette will be HERS alone and Bette is all lovey dovey sweet then treats tina like a bitch when tina makes some simple things that might tarnish her name when infact, Tina will never do such thing to destroy Bette’s precious family and social life. I just feel sorry that Tina is not doing some productivity in her life because she is stuck with Bette’s promises. Yes, Bette is considering of leaving Mr Jacson, but, until when does she expect Tina to wait? Tina sems like her life depends on Bette’s decision that she cannot open her heart to anyone, albeit move on to grener pasteur. Tina’s sister blackmailing her and Bette allowed and kept it from Tina is just a selfish act and disrespectful, It’s like she used her money to buy Tina from her sister. Tina should get mad of Bette doing this….Thanks again for posting.
I think you misunderstood me. I never said that Tina was morally too good for Bette. Far from it. What made me think that Tina was too good was the part in the story where Tina is goes on about having goals and dreams that she wants to see come true. To me she is starting to value herself, and Bette is holding her back. I believe that mistress’ are selling themselves short. Yes, they are no better than the married person, but I also believe that they’re more in love with the “chase” of pursuing someone who is unavailable in every sense of the word. I don’t feel sorry for either of them, I just want them to do the right thing.
Bette is in love with Tina,she only needs time.I`m with bettefortina.Great story.PPS
I think that Bette is worried about her kids, but is not fair lie to Tina that loves her so much. I hope that Bette decides what she really wants
I’m really enjoying your story. It’s so sad to see what is happening between them. Tina did know what she was getting into but she probably didn’t think through what would happen if she fell in love with Bette. Now that she knows that Bette won’t change her life to be with her she needs to move on. I don’t blame Bette. She really can’t give up what she has with her husband, her children and her career. If she really loves Tina she should encourage her to find someone who can be there full time for her.
This is really messy. I don’t know, maybe B&T actually love each other. In which case they should really part ways now. All is fair in love and war, but only for those who are actually taking up arms instead of forever plotting and strategizing in the comfort of an office thousands of miles away from war zone. Or something.
Thinking about something someone said, or cold feet doesn’t = a lie. People have cold feet on their wedding day, it doesn’t mean they don’t love the person, it just means they are nervous about the commitment. Bette is nervous about how her children are going to take the news, and how to address it. There is no lie yet.
Feel bad for Tina and the situation with Bette and her in. Please post more, thanks!