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    Meet Bette Porter The 30 Yr OLd Virgin(25b)

    Story written on June 24, 2012 by phacey.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=79357
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    The Break Up: Part Two

    Kit’s heart was breaking at the sight of her little sister, so hurt and broken. If only she had the power to erase the pain, she would but she couldn’t, all she could do was to listen and be there for Bette. She was able to remove the bottle of scotch from the brunette’s grip but Bette begged her to just leave her fifth glass.

    “You know Bette love has different faces, it can bring happiness and joy to some people but it could also hurt us. But love has no meaning other than the meaning that ‘we’ give it”

     “Fuckk Kit I didn’t even understand what you just said”

    “What I’m trying to say is that, love can only have its meaning by how you put action to it. It’s not enough that we just say that we love a person, what’s more important is how we show that we love them. Bette you loved Sarah and regardless of how long you were with her, you showed her love and she felt it, she told you that, right?”

    “I know Kit, I know…I loved Sarah… I still do but it wasn’t enough. God knows I tried so hard to erase Tina here…” Bette was pointing her index finger to her left chest “But the stupid feelings won’t go away, it won’t fucking leave me alone!”

    Kit took a deep breath, she wasn’t an expert in the love department, lord knows she was hurt so many times but she couldn’t just let her sister like that, she had to say something

    “Bette…”

    The brunette cut her off “You know what I think? I think love is a thief because once it enters your heart, even though it’s inside you, you don’t have the complete control because it takes away your power on your heart. You become a slave and in the process you become a monster because then you get to hurt those people who truly love you…”

    “Baby sis don’t ever think that you’re a monster because you’re not”

    “Yes I am… I hurt the two women who loved me, I can’t be trusted so I am a monster…I’m a big fat liar and a cold blooded monster!”

    “Baby sis please don’t be too hard on yourself. Loving two women at the same time doesn’t make you a monster. Sometimes heart wants to love whether or not brain allows it, in your case you didn’t mean to love them both at the same time, even if your brain refuses, it’s your heart who makes the decision who to love”

    “Why can’t love be simple Kit? Why does it have to be so fucking complicated?”

    “I don’t know sis, I really don’t know, it’s a question probably no one has ever answered yet but all I know is that love can be a gamble, you win or you lose but you wouldn’t know your true fate if you won’t have the courage to try”

    ——————

    One Last Cry

    My shattered dreams and broken
    Heart are mending on the shelf.
    I saw you holding hands standing so close to someone else.
    Now I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone.
    I’d give my best to you
    Nothing for me to do
    But have one last cry.

    [Chorus]
    One last cry
    Before I leave it all behind
    I’ve gotta put you out of my mind,this time
    Stop living a lie.
    I guess I’m down to one last cry.

    Cry

    I was here, you were there.
    Guess we never could agree.
    While the sun shines on you,
    I need some love to rain on me.
    Still, I sit all alone,
    Wishing all my feelings were gone.
    Gotta get over you.
    Nothing for me to do
    But have one last cry.

    [Chorus]

    I know I gotta be strong,
    But ’round me
    Life goes on and on and on, and on
    I’m gonna dry my eyes
    Right after I have my one last cry.

    [Chorus]

     tbc

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    1. Is it me or do some not pay attention to what they read? I’m just saying… If you read the whole story, its there. Whatever… Love is hard and requires work. I’ve not had the experience of falling in love with two people, but if I remember right Sarah was a long time infatuation of Bette’s way before Tina came on the scene. It was that the timing was off between the three women. B and T met too soon. But that’s my opinion. Thanks for the post.

    5. phacey – two updates in one weekend? WOW!! I know most everyone reading and commenting on this story didn’t care for Sarah but I have more respect for her now than ever. She really let Bette off the hook easy and she did it in a loving, caring way. No ranting and raving or screaming or accusing. I’m glad that at least she felt Bette’s love to the extent that Bette could give it. I’m also glad that she’s leaving to pursue her career ambitions and not letting herself be held back by being hopelessly romantic and thinking that if she just tries harder Bette will learn to love her more. In time her heart will mend and she’ll open herself up to finding the right person who will love her as she deserves. The saddest part of this is that I don’t think Bette will ever know the kind of love that Sarah has for her even from Tina. She might have just let the love of her life go. I can appreciate that this is TiBette and I can appreciate that you want to keep your promise to bring them together but I’m really having a hard time believing that the journey they have taken so far has brought them such an all consuming love for each other that they would not have gotten together without taking this detour to break each other’s hearts and then two more hearts (Sarah’s and eventually Sam’s) to be together in the end. They met in a bar and almost had sex in the bathroom. Then they find out that they work together at the school. Then Tina finds Bette’s journal and reads about her sad life and that she’s a virgin. Then Tina makes a ‘business proposal’ to take Bette’s virginity. Once the deal is sealed Bette runs off to save her sister and comes back to a devastated Tina telling her she only wants to be friends. In the meantime Tina has supposedly fallen in love with Bette even though her motivation for going after Bette in the first place was sex and also wanting to compete with Sarah because she reads in the journal that Bette is infatuated with her. Bette gets a makeover and starts dating her dreamgirl and Tina can’t stand to see them together so she quits her job but before she does that she confesses her love to Bette. Bette’s reaction is that she doesn’t love her and she goes back to Sarah. Tina leaves the job so she doesn’t have to see Bette everyday and starts a new relationship with a highschool friend that confesses she’s always been in love with Tina even though Tina doesn’t love her back. Now that Tina is with someone else all of a sudden Bette realizes that she does love Tina and she confesses this to Sarah who then breaks up with Bette because she can’t compete with Tina for Bette’s heart. Now Sarah is out of the picture so we can look forward to another breakup between Sam and Tina. I knew reading this story was going to be heartbreaking for Sam and Sarah but my heart breaks for Bette and Tina too. Maybe they do have a heart connection and when they get together it will blossom into the greatest love of all. Like most TiBette stories by the end we won’t care how they got together as long as they do. Hope my rant today isn’t too overwhelming. Glad you had some time off to dedicate to writing. Hope to see another update soon. Dont’ let my comments scare you off!!

    7. Still think Bette didn’t deserved it, not that kind of break up? Anyway. And I didn’t blamed Sarah for it. “If only” Bette had a courage before…then we didn’t have a story at all. ^_^ [just making my comment light]……Well what I mean is….Damn those self esteem! …[sigh]… ..Well, phacey you done it again? …I’m rambling. :P…..[Waaa mababaliw na ako!…lol]

    10. What a wonderful surprise to see a quick update on this crazy but oh soo good fic!!*doing a happy dance* ok i shudnt do that bec this is such a sad chap but what can i do i’m just happy lol! Anyway im a tibette fan but really feel sad for Sarah and Bette. However Sarah leaving Bette was the right thng to do, i for one wudnt want to share the one i love wit sum1 else, its all or nothng. But this other side of me is saying..One down and another one to go and you’re next Sam hahaha! 8-)

    12. So Bette loves Sarah AND Tina? I’ll like to see how this pans out. If Bette does try to reach out for Tina, would Tina be able to accept that Bette loves someone else as well? I mean, Tina already knew Sarah was Bette’s love of her life so I’m sure it is hurting already. It’s so complicated. Now Tina probably has grown to love Sam as well; maybe not in love with Sam but surely there must be some parts of Sam that Tina really likes. I felt the dialogue between Bette and Sarah was a little confusing. So Sarah knows that Bette has very strong feelings for Tina? Would have liked some insight into that.

    14. That was good and sad, well Bette love sarah but not in love with her, not like Tina, she love and in love with Tina and now its time for her to go fight and win her woman back. Please post more, thanks!

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