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    What It Feels Like

    Story written on July 7, 2010 by tiggerbounced.
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    Words: 2509
    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=75907
    Author Notes:

    An angsty one-off

    So there ain’t no use running from the truth
    I know that I hurt ya

    Yes, Bette had hurt Tina first. With Candace, the biggest fucking mistake of her life.

    Now I know what it feels like
    What it feels like, I know what it feels like
    This is what it feels like

    Now she knew. She knew why Tina had looked at her that very day with plain pure unadulterated pain in her eyes.

    I’m so willing to work it out
    For whatever it’s worth wish I could go back and change it now

    Bette still loved Tina. She would give anything to be able to reverse time and remove Candace from her life, from their life. But, she could not do so.

    Revenge is a long and winding road we can only end up alone

    Tina didn’t seem to have gotten over her anger at Bette’s indiscretion. She didn’t seem to know how to get over it. And she was taking out this anger on Bette. How much more could Bette take though?

    Girl I know I did you wrong but tell me how long I have to pay for it
    Situation’s getting out of control maybe we should let it go

    Yes it was her fault in the first place, she had set off this whole chain of events. But Tina invited herself back into her life, into her home and resettled in her heart. Yet Tina was the one growing distant, getting angry at every small thing while Bette tried desperately to comply with her demands. Was it worth walking around on eggshells?

    Subtle little changes,
    I did it just a little too dangerous
    It’s playing on my mind
    I can’t sleep at night, I can’t sleep at night

    Small things about Tina’s behavior were jumping out at her; she had turned on the computer one day only to find the screen still on a site. A heterosexual dating website. It obviously was not her or Angelica who did that, so it had to be Tina. But what the heck did it mean? Was she reading too much into it?

    You’re only doing what I did to you 

    And I guess I deserve it

    Well, Bette certainly had not expected Tina to even think of going back to men, just like Tina had not expected Bette to cheat.

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    2. Wow, little one, you have done an outstanding job showing us what Bette is now feeling and understanding of the time when she hurt Tina. Surely you can find it in your heart and mind to give us a little bit more of this story to clear up what is going on with Tina and how she is feeling, etc, etc. Bettes’ pain is almost palpable. You are quite a writer to be so young. Check for a PM that I will write when I finish this. Thanks for posting and keeping us entertained.

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