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    What Might Have Been 7

    Story written on February 12, 2006 by west_tx.
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    Words: 3072
    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=59528
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                “T, I love you so fucking much. This is killing me. You know me; I have to know why things happen. We may never know why. I can’t imagine us not being a couple. You are so much a part of me. I don’t know what to do.” Bette eyes fill with tears.

     

                “Bette, my attraction towards men, I really don’t think it is so much the men that I am attracted to as it is the fact that I feel wanted. I thought about flirting with women, but you are the only woman I want. So, I thought maybe men would make me feel desirable.”

     

                “Are you saying that I don’t make you feel desirable?”

                “Why did you fuck Candace? Why did you feel so drawn to her? Was I not good enough? Did I not satisfy you? Tell me, Bette. I have to know.”

     

                “Wow. Umm, Tina I think we were drifting apart. I did not feel wanted. I felt scared. I felt overwhelmed. I felt out of control. My world was spiraling down. We lost the baby, and for the first time, I could not fix what hurt you. You shut me out. We stopped talking. I thought I was going to lose you. I can’t make excuses. Nor will I. I just know at the time, I felt so out of control. So out of touch with you. Sosoboring.”

     

                “I know I did not open up to you. Perhaps I figured you had enough to deal with, I did not want to burden you with my unhappiness. Losing that child, I felt like a complete failure. That is why I did not tell you about Angelica. I was afraid I would lose her too. Did you love Candace? Was she better I?”

     

                “No. No to both of your questions. It wasn’t about love. It was about release. It was so fucking wrong. I am sorry. Tina, do you think had I not had an affair with Candace, that we would be happy right now?”

     

                “Honestly, no. I think Candace is just a small part of the problem. The question remains, do we want to fix it?”

     

                “I think the question isn’t do we want to fix it, but CAN we fix it? I know I want to fix it. I am just not sure how to go about it?”

     

                Tina reaches for Bette’s hand. “Come on, six o’clock a.m. comes awfully early. Let’s go to bed.”

     

     

    TBC

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    1. I feel like as long as the are talking.and being truthful with each other,anything can happen even being in love again Not love,IN LOVE. thanks for posting bvhall

    2. This is a step in the right direction if they want to save their relationship. I also don’t believe they would be happy if Bette had not had the affair. It was probably the straw that broke the camel’s back though.

    5. Thank you for their open dialog. That is the only thing that CAN fix their marriage. Hopefully, they are willing to continue to talk and work towards regaining their family back.

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