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    Fall From a Star – (Chapter: This Modern Love)

    Story written on May 4, 2008 by Dreamer.
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    Young hearts be free tonight.

    Ashley snorted and then smirked a bit, the dream she had earlier came to mind, it made Spencer’s words all the more useless. “Are you saying I’m someone to speak highly of? I’m guessing so considering if I’m not down I’m up.” The blonde stared hesitantly at her, Ashley could tell by her facial expression that she was expecting something terrible. The rock star wondered if she could detect the bitchiness in her voice. And then her brown eyes closed and she realized how taunt her shoulder were, how straight her back was, how cruel her words were becoming. Feeling the soothing arms wrap around her neck, she easily swallowed it all down. “Talk to me Ashley.” The words were whispered closely to her face. Ashley closed the short distance and wrapped her arms around Spencer, her face resting against her shoulder. “I’ve done so many fucked up things.” She murmured. “I’ll never see myself as anything more than a worthless whore.” The words weren’t meant for Spencer’s ears, Ashley was talking to herself, but the blonde heard.

    A worthless whore? Spencer pulled back. Her hands dropped from Ashley’s waist, watching her lover yawn, she reached out and took her hand. “Lie down with me.” She urged the noticeably tired teen down with her on the bed. Ashley settled on her back on the left side of the bed, her arms automatically folding across her chest as she stared up. Lying on her side, Spencer took the right side of the bed watching Ashley carefully. “I don’t understand.” She started gently. Ashley looked at her. “What you just called yourself.” Surprise fell over Ashley’s tanned features. “You heard that?” The blonde nodded. “Barely but it was enough.”

    Ashley sat up, hugging her knees to her chest, she turned her head and rested her cheek on her knees while staring at Spencer. The blonde lied with an uneasy expression on her face. The rock star didn’t blame her. Hardly anything that came out of her mouth was comforting. “I had a dream earlier today.” Her voice was soft and calm, if it were anyone else, they’d assume Ashley was telling an everyday tale, Spencer knew better. There was too much dread in her eyes for this tale to be ordinary. “Later on I woke up knowing it wasn’t a dream.” Her eyes shifted off her girlfriend and landed on the open window. “When I was 16 I did this photo shoot in Italy advertising this new designer’s clothes. I guess he wanted someone young, famous, and somewhat Italian to sell it. Anyway, the photographer was this handsome guy who wanted me.” Ashley remembered the hungry look in his eyes. “Bad. And in the end, he got what he wanted.” Her eyes closed as the shameful feeling washed over her. “I gave him a hand job in exchange for coke.” His sighs and moans filled her head, disgusting the teen, intensifying the hate she held for herself. “I can’t stand myself anymore Spencer.” She opened her eyes. Spencer stared compassionately at her, the complete opposite of what Ashley expected. “I never thought about it after it happened, at some point it never exisisted, but now….that and so many other memories are just…coming back to me.” She choked out and leaned against Spencer who had sat up wrapping her loving arms around her. She buried her face against her neck, feeling safe, warm and loved. “I really wish I had coke now.” Spencer stiffened at the words. “It stopped the memories.”

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    2. Wow! How I have truly missed this. Such an amazing update. I can’t say enough. Love this part of their journey together. I’m glad that Ashley is getting to see that she can be a great person without the drugs. Can’t wait for more. Great writing. Very inspiring.

    5. ashley’s getting along with spencer’s family even if paula and arthur get suspicious every once in a while. i’m glad spence had ashley talk to denny maybe he won’t do any more pot and the scene where he’d said i really think she’d let you do her was hilarous my favorite scene. ash really needs to call brenda and talk to kyla not just text pms

    6. i was late to school cause i started reading at 6:00 am and stilll havnt touched my homework. but luckly getting home to read this motivated me to finish my 5 mile run for track faster

    7. AHHHH its been forever, you usually post once a month or so, but where the hell are you?????? i want to read more!!! please come back!! it’s time, it’s way past time!!!

    11. This is such a sweet chapter, thanks for making so long. lol, i love the long chapters. I’m really glad Ashley is deciding to change. These two are so amazing. There’s just a ton of things I’m liking about the story. I love how Paula and Arthur actually like Ashley in this fic. Go figure. Anyway I can’t wait for the next update, i’ll be patient but it won’t be easy. XD

    12. First the smoke blowing: You are an amazing author! I wish you could just knock these posts out every week but I know good things take time and so alas I must wait, thank you though for sharing your talent.Ok, soo interesting, I get the impression that Paula is either A)passive aggressive or B) just really cool with the fact that Ashley and Spencer are seemingly together… Arthur on the other hand seems a little less like he’d be into their relationship…Time will tell I suppose.I love Denny! He’s like a male Ashley…a little more immature but I like him!Also, interesting form of therapy for Ashley…meeting a well adjusted family seems to have helped put a few things into perspective for her. Maybe she needs to stay out of LA, environment is apparently everything…or maybe what Ashley needs to do is turn her actually family into a better one. Hopefully she reconnects with Kyla and her mother, they seem to hold a meaningful soft spot in her heart.PMS PMS PMS

    13. I cannot even tell you how much I loved this update. I took time to read it (3 or 4 days) because I knew it’s gonna take a while for the next update to be posted, so I wanted to savor reading it. I love what you created between Ashley and Spencer…it’s almost something magical. Everytime I read this story I forget everything around me, no lie. (The prologue still worries me, though). I hope Ashley will manage to stay away from the drugs..she’s much better of without them. It probably is gonna take a while, but I hope you’ll update soon-ish. I’m addicted to this story. :P I really am.

    14. I swear i can never get enough of this story… im waiting for something bad to happen though, things are a little too perfect for the girls… o and i cant wait for Spence and Denny to come out to each other

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