“Ashley wait…” she said, I stopped, but didn’t turn around

“what I was going to tell you before is that…I uh…I love you Ashley…I have for the past 7 months…everytime I see you with anna my heart sinks, I cant stand it…I want you so bad, to hold you, to feel your lips against mine…to feel your soft skin…I love you Ashley…” she said starting to cry, I turned around and looked at her “…but I’m afraid of you, and how you make me feel…and I’m afraid to get my heart broken, like when you kissed me then went back to anna like it was nothing…I’m afraid to feel vulnerable again…” she said, and I walked back over to her with tears in my eyes…I sat on the edge of my bed with her “that kiss wasn’t nothing Spence…” I whispered, then I looked at her

“I cant do this Ashley…” she said

“cant do what?” I asked confused

“sit here with you…do you have any idea how badly I want to kiss you right now?” as soon as she said that I leaned in quickly and kissed her…the kiss was filled with passion and want…I quickly straddled her waist, and she sat up pulling my shirt over my head and kissing the valley between my breasts down my stomach then licking back up and before kissing me again she breathed out “do you have any idea how long I’ve wanted to do this…” I looked at her and smiled “me too…” then she pulled me down my the back of my neck and continued to kiss me, I pulled off her shirt and then she flipped us over and straddled my waist…then she broke the kiss “wait…what about Anna?” she asked worried “what about her?” I said smiling weakly and looking into her eyes trying to show her I loved her too…she smiled and kissed me again, I sat up and started to undo her jeans and she pulled off hers then pulled off my jean skirt…then I un clasped her bra and slowly slid it off her shoulders and let it drop onto the bed…I took a minute or two just to look at how amazing her body was, her toned abs, and her eyes in the moonlight…her breasts…and to think I would have missed out on this…then she un clasped my bra and gently pushed me back onto the bed and ran her fingers from my neck down in between my breasts to the rim of my thong…I smiled looking at her as she admired my body…she looked back up at me and smiled