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    Grow Old With Me – (Chapter: Picking Up the Pieces)

    “Ash, calm down, babe. Please,” I said gently.

    “I’m just so…. God, I don’t even know,” she stated as she slowly began to even out a little.

    “It’s okay.” I rubbed her knee in circles, seeing as how our backs were against the side of the couch.

    “I hate him. No, I don’t. I want to hate him. I guess I sort of do, though,” she rambled.

    “I know.”

    “He fucked me up so badly,” she said, her voice threatening to break.

    “Ash…”

    “Spencer, come on. Let’s not kid ourselves here. You should hate him too. He’s the reason I’m impossible to be with.”

    “You’re not impossible to be with. If you were, I wouldn’t be here right now,” I argued. She remained silent for awhile, obviously just thinking.

    “How can he come and ask me to do that? As if he hasn’t let me down enough times in my life…” she finally said.

    “People change, Ash. You’ve changed. Maybe he has, too. You’ll never know unless you give him the chance.”

    “Why should I? Why should I expect that this time is going to be any different?”

    “Well, he’s obviously tried really hard the last week. There’s a change already,” I pointed out.

    “That doesn’t mean it’s going to be any easier when he stops calling the day after we make up.”

    “Don’t say that. After all this, I doubt he’d do that to you, Ash. And you know what? You don’t need him. You have plenty of people in your life that love you and care about you. If he wants a relationship with you, that’s great. And if he doesn’t, it’s his loss, not yours,” I told her. She nodded, tears streaming down her cheeks. I wish I could tell her that things would be different this time, but I obviously could not. It wasn’t my decision to make. We sat in silence for a good couple minutes before she finally spoke again.

    “Maybe… maybe I’ll try.”

    “You don’t have to decide now.”

    “I know, but if I get it set in my head, it’ll be harder to back out of it later,” she admitted. I couldn’t help but smile.

    “Good idea,” I replied. After another minute of silence, she rested her palm on my cheek before placing a brief, gentle kiss on my lips. I decided to pull an Ashley, and break the mood with a bit of comic relief. “By the way, did you notice that I completely hauled ass to get here? I mean I made it in less than 5 minutes.”

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    1. *swooshes cape, slightly* i think some one put kriptonite in my cornflakes. I’m barely holding my head up, and my breath is shallow. I’m too weak to fly and its cloudy out. what ever am i to do? WHAT? What’s that you say? AN update from Kozmicblues? AH! and a great one and that, love and forgiveness sympathy and caring, and a segway into trouble/excitement. I”m feeling better already. Kozmic, are you from Krypton? *flys a way only as fast as a spit wad*

    2. Aww…I’m glad that Ashley is going to try to work things out with her dad-it kind of shows us that she’s grown up a little. Great update, can’t wait for the next chapter!

    3. wonderful. amazing. great. I could go on, and on, and on and on, but there are not enough words to describe you’re writing. sorry about the writer’s block, that sucks. Just keep all your readers in mind, I know that whatever you come up with it will be another great installment to an already awesome story. PMS (p.s. thanks again for Pt. 1 and 2) PMS

    4. *swooshes cape, slightly* i think some one put kriptonite in my cornflakes. I’m barely holding my head up, and my breath is shallow. I’m too weak to fly and its cloudy out. what ever am i to do? WHAT? What’s that you say? AN update from Kozmicblues? AH! and a great one and that, love and forgiveness sympathy and caring, and a segway into trouble/excitement. I”m feeling better already. Kozmic, are you from Krypton? *flys a way only as fast as a spit wad*

    5. Aww…I’m glad that Ashley is going to try to work things out with her dad-it kind of shows us that she’s grown up a little. Great update, can’t wait for the next chapter!

    6. wonderful. amazing. great. I could go on, and on, and on and on, but there are not enough words to describe you’re writing. sorry about the writer’s block, that sucks. Just keep all your readers in mind, I know that whatever you come up with it will be another great installment to an already awesome story. PMS (p.s. thanks again for Pt. 1 and 2) PMS

    7. you kno u can all the writers block u want..cause when the traffic is able to get back through again makes it all the while!! I seriously LOVE this story..and your other one!!! You are just bloddy fan tastic!!! Hey When you get all famous and you get to be on Oprah’s Book List..just remember that I LOVE oprah..no pressure though..ill kno ull do the right thing..;) bloody fan fucking tastic..awesome..greatness…PMS, please that is!! ;)

    8. you kno u can all the writers block u want..cause when the traffic is able to get back through again makes it all the while!! I seriously LOVE this story..and your other one!!! You are just bloddy fan tastic!!! Hey When you get all famous and you get to be on Oprah’s Book List..just remember that I LOVE oprah..no pressure though..ill kno ull do the right thing..;) bloody fan fucking tastic..awesome..greatness…PMS, please that is!! ;)

    9. Can someone hit play on the CD player? We need to cue the cliffhanger music. Unless Miami has changed since I was last there, no good can come from going there when you are in a relationship…hey, I’m not necessarily talking about me. I just might be talking about my friend Blarity, yeah, that’s it. Here’s the thing Ashley, please think things through before you act out and piss Spencer off. Pissing Spencer off means no chocolate sauce for you and no chocolate sauce for you means none for us readers. Be a team player! For what it’s worth Kozmic, you’re still doing an amazing job with this story and I definitely look forward to the next chapter.

    10. Can someone hit play on the CD player? We need to cue the cliffhanger music. Unless Miami has changed since I was last there, no good can come from going there when you are in a relationship…hey, I’m not necessarily talking about me. I just might be talking about my friend Blarity, yeah, that’s it. Here’s the thing Ashley, please think things through before you act out and piss Spencer off. Pissing Spencer off means no chocolate sauce for you and no chocolate sauce for you means none for us readers. Be a team player! For what it’s worth Kozmic, you’re still doing an amazing job with this story and I definitely look forward to the next chapter.

    11. LMAO!!! I love the way tthat they are with each other and how Ashley killed the mood. I am sooo GLAD THAT YOU POSTED and I can’t wait to see what will happen next to our girls. Also, Last night episode was GREAT AND SCARY!!!!! PMS and Take care Koz!!!

    12. LMAO!!! I love the way tthat they are with each other and how Ashley killed the mood. I am sooo GLAD THAT YOU POSTED and I can’t wait to see what will happen next to our girls. Also, Last night episode was GREAT AND SCARY!!!!! PMS and Take care Koz!!!

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