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    Memories – (Chapter: Unprepared)

    Story written on March 24, 2006 by caseygurl.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=11423
    Author Notes:

    The world caved in around me.

     

                Out of nowhere, I regain the use of my limbs and I quickly turn on my heels and run from the club.  I just keep running.  I don’t know why I don’t go to my car.  I don’t know why I don’t hail a cab.  I don’t know why I don’t stay there.  My body is running, so I do as it wishes.  I am probably imagining it, but I hear the sound of my name being called in the faint distance.  I don’t stop running. 

     

                It is amazing, the stamina a person has when the body goes into fight or flight mode.  I am in 100% flight mode.  My muscles burn and my heart pounds, but I cannot stop.   I am pretty sure I had stopped being an active participant in the actions of my body about 5 days ago.  I am led around back streets and up a hill, through a small section of woods and across a parking lot; there might have been an overpass, but it soon all makes sense.  There is a clearing….

     

                When my mind catches up to the destination my body has in mind, I am already standing there.  The rock, the overlook, the place I have always come to, my peace as teenager and the spot we had called ours.  I have not stood on this rock in nearly a decade.  Times certainly have changed since then.  I climb the rock and just stand there covering my bare arms with my hands, looking at the city below.  For the second time in my life I have accepted defeat when it comes to Ashley.  I didn’t walk up her and tell her that I had never stopped loving her.  I didn’t slap that Barbie bitch across the face and tell her she would never own Ashley’s heart, because she had given it to me almost twelve years ago.  I didn’t give her a chance to tell me how she felt.  I just did what I do best; I ran away.

     

                I collapse to the hard surface and bury my head in my knees, wrapping my arms tightly around my ankles.  “Why did I come here?”  I ask the stars that are perfectly visible through the cool clear night.  “Why?”  I grow more frustrated that the stars are ignoring my interrogation, throwing my hands up at them.  “Why now when it is too late?  Why not five years ago when there was still hope?”  My head is back in my knees and my whole body shakes with each hysterical sob.  “Why?”  This time I whisper it into the ball I have created with my body so that the stars may not hear it. 

     

                “Why did you come to LA?”  I whip my head up and around, not expecting to hear another voice. 

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    1. GAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! Here I am reading this from the very beginning and when I got to the end of this chapter I thought to myself, “Dang thank goodness I don’t have to wait to find out what happens” thinking that there was more already posted. WRONG! Now I am VERY anxiously waiting to see what happens and who that person is! And Spencer…go slap that barbie bitch!!!!

    3. ok you just can’t do that to people… I mean come on!!! just now, at the best part! the moment we’ve all been waiting for!!! please please post soon

    4. lol. watch it be aidan. caseygurl you’re going to just drag this out til all your readers are hospitalized due to seizures of suspense. haha. so ok you won’t send it to me but at least post at merciful intervals of time. lol. you’re killing me here.

    5. GAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! Here I am reading this from the very beginning and when I got to the end of this chapter I thought to myself, “Dang thank goodness I don’t have to wait to find out what happens” thinking that there was more already posted. WRONG! Now I am VERY anxiously waiting to see what happens and who that person is! And Spencer…go slap that barbie bitch!!!!

    7. ok you just can’t do that to people… I mean come on!!! just now, at the best part! the moment we’ve all been waiting for!!! please please post soon

    8. lol. watch it be aidan. caseygurl you’re going to just drag this out til all your readers are hospitalized due to seizures of suspense. haha. so ok you won’t send it to me but at least post at merciful intervals of time. lol. you’re killing me here.

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