“me neither…” she replied “…you know I thought of coming home so many times after we stopped talking…”

“why didn’t you?”

“because I figured you were slowly getting over me…or you were with someone” she said “which you were…”

“and now I’m with you…” I told her “…which is how it should have been all along…and you can think I don’t mean it because of how quickly this is all happening, but I know what’s in my heart, I’ve just been hiding it all this time…”

“a week ago I was thinking the complete opposite…” she told me “…you know that I don’t care what you do as long as you’re happy, but seeing you miss Brooke so much killed me and it broke my heart seeing you like that…”

“Spencer I was like that when you left…” I told her “…maybe I can’t emotionally support myself, but I know eventually I need to take what’s right in front of me before it goes away again…” I said looking at her and kissing her softly on the lips and she smiled as I rested my forehead against hers “…please don’t leave again”

“I promise you I wont” she told me kissing me again

6 months later! 

So, Spencer has been ignoring me the past few days, because we consistently bicker about our future together…the fights are never serious, but the hard part is that she knows that I’m going to propose to her, but she just doesn’t know when. I told her to move in with me, but she wont do it until we’re engaged and I can’t help but laugh at how stubborn she is.

I drove to her apartment early afternoon around five when she gets home from work and I sat outside her door with a dozen red roses and a Mcdonalds bag of French fries because they were her favorite. I sat there on the ground just waiting…every time I heard the elevator buzzer go off I’d look up but it was usually a false alarm…

“what are you doing here?” I heard a soft yet stubborn voice say and I stood up and it was finally Spencer

“trying to get you to forgive me” I told her then she unlocked her door and I followed her inside “so we’ve gone how long without talking now?” I asked her