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    Taking the Long Way – (Chapter: 36: Trust)

    Story written on August 15, 2007 by thingsleftunsaid.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=15659
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    I had all these memories of Jena flashing through my head…good memories.

     

    “I am sorry Spencer.  I was just so unsure of who I was.  You were confident in your sexuality and not scared what so ever to show it.  I just didn’t know how to deal with it.  I pushed you away when all I wanted to do was pull you close. The past year in Italy changed me a lot Spencer.  I know what I want.  I want you.  I have always wanted you…”  Jena said with emotion.  She needed me to tell her the same.

     

    Hearing the words I had wanted so badly to hear from her a year ago made my throat burn and my heart ache with regret.  I had to answer her questions honestly tonight.  I couldn’t wait and ponder my feelings because the wait would be too unbearable for all of us.

     

    “The day you left for Italy you broke my heart into a million pieces.  I was a wreck.  You didn’t return my calls, emails…nothing.  It has been a long time coming to get over you and through all of that I have never once regretted our relationship or thought of it as a passing phase.  I will always have love for you.” I said softly.

     

    I saw a glimmer of hope in Jena’s eyes.  She took a step to me and I stepped back.  I shook my head slowly, tears threatening to come again.  She stopped.

     

    “It’s not like you think Jena….God this fucking sucks!” I said feeling tears stream down my cheeks.  Jena looked broken. “I am so sorry Jena…it is just too late.  There is too much damage done between us.”

     

    “I can fix it this time, Spencer!  Please…” Jena sobbed.  It hurt so bad to see her cry.  I knew the pain she was feeling now.  I had been there a year ago.

     

    “I give second chances with everything but my heart Jena.  I just can’t do it again.” I reaffirmed. 

     

    Jena nodded absently.  “I should have known that there would be someone better for you.  Does she love you?” 

     

    “Yeah.  She really does.” I answered.  I knew it was the truth.  She loved me enough to trust me with her heart and that is what I wanted.  Trust.

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    Comments

    1. That’s right Spencer. Ashley is the best choice. Now you need to leave Jena and go tell Ashley that you choose her so you guys can be reunited. Thank you for posting again so soon.

    2. *releasing the breath I was holding* Awww…thank you…thank you…thank you! I’m so glad Spencer chose Ashley, she definitely made the right choice, for the both of them. As always your writing never ceases to amaze me… PMS!

    5. That’s right Spencer. Ashley is the best choice. Now you need to leave Jena and go tell Ashley that you choose her so you guys can be reunited. Thank you for posting again so soon.

    6. *releasing the breath I was holding* Awww…thank you…thank you…thank you! I’m so glad Spencer chose Ashley, she definitely made the right choice, for the both of them. As always your writing never ceases to amaze me… PMS!

    11. Holy shit. You don’t know how scared I was lol. Anyways I’m glad Spencer chose Ashley over Jena but like dawniekey said, I bet it’s not over.. Jena is probably going to keep on fighting for Spencer.

    12. Holy shit. You don’t know how scared I was lol. Anyways I’m glad Spencer chose Ashley over Jena but like dawniekey said, I bet it’s not over.. Jena is probably going to keep on fighting for Spencer.

    13. I’m having withdrawal symptoms…please update, because this is my all time favorite story…I’m not ashamed of begging…PLLLLEEEEEEEAAAAAAAASSSSSSEEEEEE! Does that work?

    14. I’m having withdrawal symptoms…please update, because this is my all time favorite story…I’m not ashamed of begging…PLLLLEEEEEEEAAAAAAAASSSSSSEEEEEE! Does that work?

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