"No.  Not at all.  I love you.  I always have.  I always will.  Don’t walk away.  I’m begging you.  I just thought maybe I could move on."  I said looking right in her eyes now.

"Oh, so there is another fucking lie.  You said that you’d never thought about giving up on us.  Looks like that’s strike two.  You want to keep going because you sure are building up a track record."  She yelled as she cried.  Her voice breaking with every word.  Her weaknesses showing as the tears ran down her face.

"I’m sorry.  When you said you haven’t been with anyone, I didn’t believe you.  I knew what I’d done.  So, I just thought it’d be better to lie."  I said regretting it so much.

"You didn’t believe me?  Me?  Have I ever fucking lied to you?"  She was right in my face yelling.  All the hurt evident in the sound of her heart breaking again.  I still think to this day that I heard it.

"No."  I was looking down again crying as well.

That’s when she did what I wasn’t expecting.  She took of the necklace, and she handed to it to me along with the bracklet and the ring.  The shoes came off next.

"I’ll give you the dress back later.  I’m not walking home naked."  She said to me.

"Spence, don’t go.   I need you."  I begged.

"You don’t need people that you feel that it is ok to lie to.  Not the way you lied to me."  She said as she turned on her heels to walk away.  She didn’t look back, and I was praying she would.  She never did.  She just left, and she walked right out of my life.

All of these moments were just running through my head.  I thought I was going to die right there.  Here was my sweet Spencer helping a friend take care of his Mom, and I was in some random girl’s bathroom, and she was naked in her bed.

I walked right out of that bathroom tears running down my face.  I didn’t even look at her.  I just kept walking.

"Where are you going?"  She asked.

"Away from you you fucking slut."  I yelled.

"You can’t call me a slut you were ready and willing to fuck me."  She says with a smirk.

"No, I wasn’t.  I was drunk, and you took me somewhere I didn’t want to be against my will.  I would never touch you."  I said as I walked right out of the door.

I walked the fifteen minutes back to the club, and I drove home.  The house phone had a message on it.

Hey baby.  It’s Me.  I was just calling like I said I was.  I miss you.  I’ll be home around noon tomorrow.  I guess you’re out.  I’ll see you then.  I love you so much….

I hit my knees right there in front of the phone.  I can’t believe I almost did that.  Looking back, I never really did anything wrong.  I had to tell her what happened.  I just really hope she didn’t leave me.  This time, it would be for good.