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It’s raining now. And it’s way past curfew. I park a two blocks down and sigh loud hitting my head against the steering wheel.

 I open the car door and groan. My hair is going to frizz like a fucking poodle.

I quickly slam the door shut and lock it and start running towards the house. as I step towards the door. I sigh and slowly open it to find Mr. C and Paula sitting in the living room.

“Ashley!” Mr. C yells as I stop and look at them.

“Sorry… I just…” I look away and close my eyes. “Sorry.”

Mr. C steps towards me and wraps his arms tightly around me. “It’s alright, the important thing is that you are safe.”

I nuzzle into his chest and sigh heavily. “Thanks.” I mumble and then push him away. Paula smiles softly at me.

“Thanks…. For letting me stay here.” I smile weakly. “I am tired, I think I will go to bed.”

They nod and Mr. C rubs my pack for a second before I head upstairs. I stop in front of Spencer’s door, and sigh. Fuck her.

I twist the knob and step in shutting the door quickly behind me. she is sitting at her computer.

She quickly turns around and stars at me, her eyes are yellowish red and she is pale.

I quickly go to my bed and sit on the edge. I grip the mattress tightly and close my eyes.

I don’t need her to yell at me. I am already on the brink.

But she doesn’t say anything to me, I heard her move towards her bed and when I thought it was safe for me to open my eyes and grab some clothes, she was standing near her bed completely naked. Tears streaming down her face.

To say that I am completely shocked and fucking confused out of my mind would not even cover it.

She is gorgeous, her body is flawless…. I couldn’t help but let my eyes travel up and down her body. And when I made it her face we connected eyes.

I didn’t understand what she wanted me to see. What she needed from me.

I break eye contact and look down at my shoes, and we stay like that for a few minutes.