Kyla pulled up at the back exit and I quickly ran to her car. I didn’t want any crazed fans after me or the paparazzi, but sure enough I heard a few pictures snap before I got into the car. Kyla drove away as fast as she could until we were a safe distance away. She really looked happy to see me.

Ash: "So, how has everything been while I was gone?"
Kyl: "Not much different except I was able to have loud, crazy sex without disgusting you."

We both laughed at her bluntness.

Ash: "Well, keep the gorilla noises to a minimum tonight."
Kyl: "I can promise for tonight, but tomorrow is a different story."
Ash: "That’s fine. I won’t be there tomorrow."
Kyl: "Wait, why not? I thought you were home for good?"
Ash: "I don’t think I can stomach being in the loft that I was supposed to share with her. It’s hard enough just being in LA in general."
Kyl: "I don’t want to argue with you, because I know you are in pain, but I wish you would stay. When are you leaving?"
Ash: "My manager thinks it would be a good move for me if I went and visited one of my fans that got injured at tonight’s show. So I guess after that I’m just going to get in the car and drive until I find a place."
Kyl: "Keep your phone on you and let me know where you are running away to. I worry about you and I would like to come visit you. I don’t like the idea of you being all alone."
Ash: "Alright MOM."

She playfully hit me and we laughed. She pulled into the familiar parking space and stopped the car. I got out and walked over to my lotus. I hadn’t seen it in a year. It looks just as I left it. I walked with Kyla in silence up to the loft. I expected there to be some difference, but everything was just as I left it. The whole place was spotless. Not a single dirty dish was sitting out anywhere. Either Kyla was the cleanest person I have ever met of she was prepared for me to be home. I slowly walked to my room. The very last place I had seen or spoken to Spencer. I opened the door and was hesitant about stepping inside. I flipped the light switch and not a single thing was out of place. I doubt Kyla even came in here while I was gone. I sat on the floor in the exact same place I broke down when Spencer left. I brought my knees to my chest and I silently cried until fell asleep in the floor.