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    Boundary of Fear and Love 4

    Story written on June 26, 2005 by lucia.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=55024
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    I am in love with you. I am infatuated with you. I am enamored by you. You make my worst day better and my best days perfect. (post season 2, but not spoiler induced, my AU)

     

    I couldnt even shop today. OK, lets not get crazy, oh yeah, Im already teetering there. I could shop, of course I could buy something. Im not dead. But even shopping, I couldnt get my mind off of this. I saw a shirt and thought, oh Dana would great in that. Id try something on and as Im assessing the look, I try and figure out if Dana would like it on me. Dana this, Dana that. Im making myself sick. Im becoming the girl I used to make fun of in high school who totally lost themselves and became just Joes girlfriend and thats all they would talk about. Ugh. This has to stop.

     

    All of my favorite things, the things I do to chill when Im starting to loose it or need to me time are suddenly consumed by Dana. I used to drive to relax. But after that episode on the way to The Planet, my car just reminds me of her. I mean, hello. Like that image isnt emblazoned in my mind forever. Damn that woman is hot. Anyway, shopping suddenly isnt about me spoiling myself, which by the way, I love to do, its about what Dana would like. Even music is screwed for me. I mean totally screwed. Its music. Every song is some lovesick song. Either the relationship is great and the person being sung about it the best thing since sliced bread or the relationship ended and the singer is broken and will never be healed. So, yeah, music just kills me these days. Somehow, I identify with both styles. I guess I can hop the fence in everything, huh?

     

    I just dont get it. This should be so easy and simple. Its Dana for cripes sakes. She is so uncomplicated in her emotions. There are so few complexities and layers. Dana just isnt one of those people who hide her true emotions through masks or over thinking. What I mean is she isnt me. What she feels is right there on her face. She wouldnt be able to hide something if she tried.

     

    So why am I so freaking insecure about this. I just dont get it. All right, I dont have the best self esteem ever, but this goes beyond a self-esteem issue. Im a raving lunatic. I go from loving girlfriend to scary need girlfriend in seconds. Bam. Theres scary Alice. Makes no sense to me. If I dont figure this out soon, Im going to destroy us.

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    2. Yay you continued! Good thing cause I really didnt wanna follow through with my threat…;) “Lara thing is going to come back and bite us in the ass.” Not before I bite her!

      I agree with Atenea, Dana doesnt need to see Lara to know that she wants Alice. I love reading Alice’s POV in this story, post soon!!!!

    3. Hell, yah! You’ve got to keep going with this, girl! You handled Alice and Dana’s thinking really well. This is how I hoped season 3 would be like. Dana being firm on how she feels about Alice? Great! And the “chutzpah”? …loved it!

    4. are you kidding? of course tbc :P I don’t know why all the people has to have a lot of relationships, life and the way we wanna live it, is so different for everybody

    5. I love your story, and happy to have a spoiler-free one. Alice made me cringe in this, but loved how you wrote her thinking. And Dana was great. Can’t wait to see where you take them next . .

    6. You did a wonderful job of expressing Alice’s insecurity. I was happy that Dana came across as strong in this story, rather than wishy-washy.

    9. How you are writing this story is how i envisioned my ideal season 3 playing out–and then i had to go and be a spoiler whore! Anyway, i think you should continue on with this story–it was nice to see Dana be so decisive. I think it would be great if Lara isn’t the problem for them in the long run, you know, maybe all their drama could come from them just being an everyday couple. that would be nice to see. however you choose to portray this, I’m sure it will be brilliant. You always seem to do an amazing job. Keep up the good work!

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